Task force 141 (y/n x Ghost+mw2-cod)

kiss of life

i instantly ran over to him, falling to my knees and clutching him in my arms with shaky hands. "Gaz please.. please wake up..." i tried to scream the words but my voice was scared and trembling, a million thought and voices yelling in my head for things i should do but it was to much for me to understand them. Suddenly the room felt like a dim dark sea. I felt myself drowning. I knew i had to act fast if i wanted to keep him with me.

My trembling hands moved to his neck, two fingers pressing down firmly on his jugular vein, searching for a puls. I felt nothing until there was a single piece of movement, followed by another a few seconds after. He was alive, barely. I quickly put his head to the side and felt around his body and in his pockets frantically searching for his phone since i still hadn't gotten a replacement for mine. Finally i found it and immediately diled 999 and told them everything, Gaz's phone in one hand and my other arm wrapped around him tightly, as if trying to tell him that i was still there, still there for him. They told me an ambulance was on its way for him, my eyes lit up with those words knowing he was going to make it. The woman on the phone told me to give him mouth to mouth and cpr if his pulse was low, which it was, very much so.

At first i was hesitant but quickly enough copped myself on and got it into my head that his life was on the line. I began chest compressions, doing them exactly how i had learned them in medical training when i was 17; 1,2,3,4...1...2...1,2,3,4, ext... then i took a deep breath and closed my eyes, putting my mouth to his and holding his nose gently so the air couldn't escape, then again and repeating the chest compressions. my heart was probably beating fast enough for the both of us to be up and healthy. I checked his pulse again and felt that it was pickering up. I took a deep breath again, preparing to give him mouth to mouth again, but as our mouths met i felt a hand press down the back of my head, immediately causing me to open my eyes and see that he was staring at me in shock with teary eyes. His hand wasn't pushing me away or off him but rather pulling me against him. the mouth to mouth seemed to me morphing my the second into a kiss. I didn't protest, rather i just waited to see what he'd do next.

His hands moved to my cheeks and jawline as he began to sit up, keeping us connected by our lips. my eyes opened again and saw that his were half open, his eyelid low but will watching me closely. Eventually i ran out of breath and moved back, taking heavy deep breaths as i stared up at him. He still looked pale but at least he was conscious now, his eyes had life in them once again, glistening as i stared into them. "i'm sorry..." he whispered quietly but before he could even finish talking i had grabbed him and pulled him into a tight hug, my hands trembling as they clutched onto him and tears in my eyes as my head rested on his shoulder, staining the dark blue hoodie he was wearing with me tears.

The paramedics arrived just a few moments after, Price tried to stop them at first because he thought they were burglars dressed as paramedics and he also ended up punching one but as soon as they told him they were here for Kyle and that he over dosed he went pale and there was a look of fear in his eyes. he immediately ran down the corridors, leading them to Gaz's room to where they met us, me still sobbing into his shoulder and his hand stroking my back up and down gently trying to calm me. The paramedics pulled me away whilst they put him onto the stretcher and took the pill bottle too. Price just sat down on Gaz's bed, staring at the floor almost in disbelief.

They took Gaz to the ambulance and then to the hospital, leaving just Price and i in the base now. "did he really do that..?" Price mumbled beneath his breath quietly, not taking his gaze off the floor. "yeah" i said kind of pissed of that that was all he had to say. i got up off the floor, wiping the tears from the corners of my eyes as i left the room and made my way to Simon's room, locking the door behind me obviously. I mean i wasn't going to sleep on my room after that.

I slouched down against his door, clutching his dog tag that was around my neck tightly in my hand, kissing it gently hoping he knew i was thinking of him.