Task force 141 (y/n x Ghost+mw2-cod)

Pocket knife

I nodded as I continued to pack, he stayed silent in return. He just sat there in silence as I put the last of my small combat tools in their designated cases before placing them into my bag aswell. But before I could zip it up he placed his hand down firmly on it, using his other hand to rummage through his pocket seemingly looking for something. He pulled out one of his pocket knives that had his initials engraved into it just before the blade section of it. He placed it roughly onto of the other equipment I had packed right as he zipped it up quickly and glared into my eyes. "You better come back." He said firmly as his eyes glared deeply into mine, he was now on his knees from how quickly he had been moving and was slightly leaning over my bag. "I promise" I said back in return with a small smile on my face as I gave him a warm hug, reluctantly he held me back tightly.

Knock knock. I swear to god every time I'm in my room my peace always gets interrupted by someone knocking. I was about to get up and answer it when Ghost looked at me angrily and placed his hand on my chest to stop me from getting up and pushed me back down. "She's busy!" Simon yelled at the door as he begs to get up instead. "Ghost??" The voice on the other side of the door called out as he tried to use the handle but Ghost had locked the door when he first came in. The voice was Soap, it was easy to tell from his Scottish accent, but god knows what he was doing at my room. When I heard it was Soap I grabbed Simons hand and pushed it off of me so I could get up and let Soap in, Simon didn't seem to upset at the fact it was Soap, he probably would have been way angrier if it was someone else but I knew him and Soap were close.

I unlocked the door and he stepped in and my looked between Ghost and I "didn't mean to interrupt ye but.. why are ye packing?" Soap asked as he sat down in front of the bag, across from Simon. As I was closing my door again Simon began to speak . "She has a mission" he said as he zipped up my bag fully "hm? Well I wish you luck, lass" Soap said as me gave me a warm smile. This man was to nice for this world. I went back over and picked up the bag, throwing it onto my bed as I sat down in between them. "Thanks mate" I said back to Soap as I smiled back at him. I looked back over to Ghost and he seemed much happier and calmer that Soap was here now, I also gave him a small smile which he returned subconsciously. "You better get some sleep to be ready for tomorrow" Simon said as he patted my shoulder, causing Soap to nod and get up along with Simon. "Sleep well lass" Soap said with a small smirk as he left, Simon hesitating just before the door. He raised his hand to the handle but instead of opening it he closed and locked it and then walked back over to me.

He knelt down next to me and upturned the bottom of his balaclava to give me a small kiss on my cheek "come back safe.. please" he said as I could see a small smile forming on his lips as he readjusted his balaclava to cover his face. "For you, I will" I said as he then got up and left, leaving me alone. I pulled out my phone and as I did I realised two things, 1.it was already 7pm and 2. He never told me what happened last night. I sighed softly as I got up and got changed, he's so close yet distant. I can't help but love him. As I got into bed I looked back at my bad and took out the pocket knife he had given me for this mission. It was a steal blade with either a metal or mineral handle that had his initials engraved on the tip, it looked reasonably pricey.

All I could do know was trust Price, I mean I had always trusted him but I needed to do it know more than ever. I placed the knife down next to me on my bed side table and tuned off the light, the silence was deafening. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep yet my head was to busy to just stop thinking, so Iayed there and decided to try my best to ignore them yet I couldn't help but look into them. Why did the Shadow Company want me? I mean I was a good soldier and fighter but I wasn't much compared to Ghost or some of the others, I feel this really isn't a safe choice for me to make by going on this trip but there's nothing I can do now. I just wish I had been told more information and about this whole ordeal sooner, although I somewhat understand. I mean Price was probably busy with all the missions we had had recently and keeping all the members of this force in check but still..

Fuck sake, I'm thinking to much into this. I closed my eyes tightly and clutched onto one of my pillows tightly, hoping that everything would go well.