Task force 141 (y/n x Ghost+mw2-cod)

Ptsd?

I couldn't hold back my smile when I heard the engine purr as I turned the key. "Best sound in the world" Alejandro commented from the back, causing my head to turn back to where it was greeted by him flashing me a smile. "Very true hermano" Soap added from next to him, his hands rested on his knees in anticipation of driving. "Belt up." Ghost's British voice sliced through the haze of voices and accents, causing them to quieten. His voice made me realise that I didn't have me belt on, causing me to grab it and fasten in immediately. "Ready?" I asked, my hand moving to the gear stick and clutching it. "Yes ma'am" Soap said in return with the others agreeing with it. I'll admit I probably wasn't the best driver since I had gotten my license a while ago before I joined the military and the tanks and other large vehicles have slightly disoriented me from the basic car model, but a license is a license.

My eyes followed Price's jeep with intense precision as I began to think of the best rout to get us there. "What pub are we off to" I asked to Ghost as my head turned, his eyes meeting mine with a particular recognisable look behind their glassy, pale cover that they were confined behind. That look. That look that was in his eyes in that nightmare. I felt my breath tremble as I took in a breath, his focus stuck to mine. It seemed everything faded as my eyes flickered between his eyes, my heart feeling cold and slowing down as I let out a shaky breath. My periferal vision began to grow hazy and I could here them all speaking but couldn't make out and clear words since everything sounded as if it was muffled and was being whispered rather than spoken. The hushed voices grew louder as even though it felt like I was beneath a spell or trance that had gotten me lost in Simon's look from that moment I could sense that in his eyes a hint of panic was forming, well all that I could sense was a hint but in reality it probably was more. I felt a strong pair of hands grip my shoulders and shake me frantically, causing me to wince and shutter back as I was brought out from beneath that spell. "y/n!? y/n this isnt fecking funny!" I heard Soap yelling when my hearing finally began to ease back, his accent was much thicker than I was used to hearing which indicated that he was actually worried and i also realised it was his hands that were shaking me.

My eyes stared up into his and as soon as my gaze met with his the shaking stopped and he hoisted me into a tight hug, holding me close as my hands cautiously hugged him back after a moment of hesitation from my mind trying to comprehend what had just happened. As Soap and I hugged I could feel Alejandro and Simon's eyes on me as they talked, a noticeable hint of concern in their tones. "What happened?" Alejandro's voice asked "I'm not sure.. she was just looking in my eyes but seemed to see something that scared her..." Simon said, his voice sounding defeated. "Has she looked at you like that before?" Alejandro asked again, Alejandro seemed to be taking a logical approach to whatever situation I had just unintentionally left us in. There was a silence as Simon thought, until he took in a short sudden breath as if symbolising realisation. "When I first saw her after we got her back from Graves and last night when she showed up at my room crying..." he said, his voice much quieter than it was in his previous words.

I clutched onto Soap for a moment longer as I nestled my face into his shoulder but stopped and pulled away when I remembered that I didn't want my makeup firstly to get ruined, but also I didn't want to dirty the shirt Soap was wearing. "Sorry.." I said in almost a whisper as I looked at Johnny before my eyes trailed off to Alejandro and Simon's eyes. " y/n.. what happened?" Alejandro asked sincerely, Soap leaning back into the backseat as Ghost's eyes stayed focused on me. I quickly shook my head and dismissed what just happened and turned back to the road, even though I could feel all the eyes in the car were on me. "Nothing. I just remembered something, anyway what's the pub again?" I asked as I forced a smile onto my face, looking over at Simon, who was Visibly upset with my response. "Uh.. the Crown bar in town" Soap said hesitantly and I nodded in response and began driving, masking all the thoughts and concerns that were rushing through my mind about what actually happened. Why did I react like that? What was wrong with me.

As Wren drove steadily Soap took out his phone and began to message Alejandro about what happened since he didn't want to let Wren know that they were talking about her incase it made her feel worse. Even though she was really good at masking emotions Soap could tell by that look in her eyes that she had, she want ok. Alejandro quickly picked up on Soaps strategy when he got a notification from him and they began messaging.

soap🧼

what do you think that could have been??:Soap

Alejandro: I'm not sure, maybe some ptsd from when she was held hostage? I mean that's the best conclusion I can make from what Ghost said.

Im probably just worrying to much about this: Soap but she really didn't seem ok

Alejandro: I'll talk to Price about it then

Thanks hermano:Soap