Fire Full Of Love

Part 11 - Intruder

(Anastasia's pov)

I woke up to a weird sound coming from downstairs. I didn't know if it was my head pounding or if someone broke in because i know my Auntie and Uncle went away last night (again). At least this time it wasn't for work, they are visiting a friend for a couple days. Obviously i didn't want to go.

I grab whatever's on my desk and slowly make my way downstairs trying (and failing) to not make the stairs squeak. Why do they have to be so loud. I tip toe and hide myself behind a corner. I hear footsteps coming closer to me and i throw my hand over my mouth trying not to make a noise.

Fuck i really need to piss right now but it's not the time. I might actually piss myself on this floor though. I hope i don't because this is really expensive.

"Stasia it's Gio where are you?"

I came from behind the corner in just my matching lingerie set which i totally forgot i was wearing.

"What are you wearing?"

Really the first question he asks.

"Also if someone was robbing you or breaking in i don't think a clothes hanger would work."

"It's better than nothing" I throw the hanger on the floor.

I sigh and roll my eyes while trying to walk away when a hand is lightly pressed around my wrist.

Gio starts taking off his hoodie.

Don't look. Don't look. Don't look.

"What are you doing?" i questioned him.

"Your in a bra and thong so take my hoodie as it's cold."

Ugh i hate when he does that but i take it because i love a free hoodie which i will not be giving back. I put it on and it smells of him. I always buy most my hoodies in the men's section because i like them a bit oversized.

"Thank you for helping me last night."

I am thankful for him helping me i just don't exactly like him from what happened earlier from that that.

"I know your upset at me from earlier." Really you think?

"Im not upset at you i don't care if you have a girlfriend or not" I say but i don't mean any of it.

"She wasn't my girlfriend stasia"

"Stop calling me that and also how did you even get in my house and why are you here?" I know i ask so many questions but i deserve to know the answer to them.

"Because i wanted to make sure you were okay, he hurt you Anastasia and he's going to pay for it."

"Well he did last night you, he's in the hospital."

"He deserves more than a few punches. Anyway you were drunk last night i was just going to come over to see if you needed any medication for your hangover."

"I'm fine, i was going to get some before you scared the shit out of me."

"I was trying to be nice."

He turns around and starts to walk away then stops and moves his head in my direction.

"Will i ever get my jumper back?"

Well isn't that a stupid question.

"Yes of course" I say jokingly.

He grins while walking himself out.

"You should keep less violent things in your room to hit someone with."

Oh look he has a humour after all.

He is making my head hurt so much more than when i woke up.

Right now i need to try get to a toilet without pissing myself. I also need a shower because i stink of alcohol and i want to try get the weird guys touch off me.

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In the shower i have a lot of time to think to myself. I need him, if he didn't turn up i don't know what would of happened but it definitely would of been worse. He saved me so many times since i met him and he's seen all my emotions (not joking every single one).

Nobody's ever been there for me in such a little time as Giovanni has and i feel bad for being so upset about that girl and him. He's right she could of just been a friend. I don't know why i am still thinking about it? Why cant i just let it go?

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I scrub my body until some skin shows a patch of redness and even some scratched off. The touch can't get off me, i feel stuck in my own body, i feel like i'm drowning. I can't move and i stay in that position for around 10 minutes until the waters starting to burn my red skin. I get out the shower with stinging pains scattered over my body. I hate the reckless feeling of not feeling in control. How can a stupid boy who took advantage of me make me loose so much power.

I grew up with Gio, he was my first love, first best friend and he always protected me even when we were young. He never lost that spark in his blue eyes. I could stare into them all day and not get bored. He's someone so special to me but if i ever loved him so much and it went wrong i wouldn't just loose our friendship but also him and i've already lost him once, i don't want that to ever happen again. I just want to see him happy if that's with or without me.

I start to feel worse. I then realise i have a bad feeling in my stomach.

Shit.

I run to the toilet and throw everything up.