Part 10 - Remember or regret

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(Anastasia's pov)

After the drive that felt like an hour we were finally pulling up in my driveway.

"Anastasia are you sure your okay?"

Fuck that always gets me.

"I'm fine i just want to go to sleep."

He opens the car door giving me his hand to help me out but i slide out brushing past him.

"You cant run from everything Anastasia." He said which made my blood boil.

I turn around giving him a death stare while trying and failing to walk to my front door. His hand is around my waist again helping me to walk.

God i hate him so much but he smells so good.

And why is he always holding me up at my door. I think i have something wrong with me.

The doors locked meaning my Aunt and Uncle are out so i scramble in my bag trying to find my keys and i angrily throw all the shit from my bag on the floor. Angry tears floor my eyes (yet again). I think i have a problem as i cry around 5 times a day.

I'm tired, stressed, exhausted, angry and i just want to go to sleep and never wake up. Gio kneels down and picks up the keys that got crushed to the floor and helped me pick up all my other bits. I kind of regret doing that now.

"Thanks for helping me but you really didn't need too." I say angrily and hurriedly while slowly closing the door until he cant see my face anymore then slamming it.

I feel bad for shutting the door in his face but if i looked at him for any longer then i would of regretted it.

I slide my heels off exhaling from my feet being able to breathe now, it's like the same as taking off a bra it's an amazing feeling.

I make my way up holding onto the stair rail and then when i get to my room i strip into my Victoria's Secret underwear and throw myself onto my bed feeling like i just flew into heaven. My bed is my whole life.

I text Gio thanking him for tonight. It's better than having to look into his eyes.

He replies quickly like he was waiting for it. He says it was no problem.

The mixed feelings i have for Giovanni are weird. I just want the jealousy to go away because it's not like i can still love him when it's been ages, can i? I don't know and i don't want to think about it. My eyes started drifting off and i know in the morning i'll either remember nothing or regret everything.

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Hey guys i hoped you enjoyed!

Im sorry this is such a quick chapter but i've been really busy at the moment so i haven't updated a lot but i will try too more!

Hope you are all doing well <3

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