ALWAYS BEEN THERE: A Lloyd Hansen Story

chapter three*

Another win for Harvard, and Lloyd and Denny came up in great spirits. A few people were left in the bleachers, but almost everyone was gone.

Denny came up and pulled Suzanne into a kiss. I looked at Lloyd as he came over.

"Hi." I whispered.

He smiled and kissed my head. He moved behind me and took off the chain.

"Congratulations." I said as I looked up at him. He smiled and moved in front of me. I helped him put his chain on. Suzanne moaned beside me.

"Ew. Let's go." I whispered.

"Mmm wait. Camille are you gonna be home tonight?" Suzanne asked. I quietly shook my head. Suzanne nodded and went back to kissing denny.

Lloyd smirked. He grabbed my hand, holding it. We walked to his car.

"I saw you in the stands." Lloyd said.

"Mhm. I was there." I said and laughed.

"No like I caught you right away." He said. I smiled.

"That's sweet." I said. We stood in front of his car.

He smiled and kissed me. I kissed him back before pulling away.

"Okay...let's go."

"Do you want to have sex or drink first when we get there?"

"Drink." I whispered. He smiled.

"Okay." He said.

•••

Lloyd sat with me in the motel. It wasn't dirty or anything. He had given me a couple drinks.

I was smiling as he sipped on his beer. He pecked my lips.

"You're cute." He said.

"Don't." I whispered.

He would call me pretty, cute, beautiful. I hated it. I hated when he would do all that, but I couldn't bring up our relationship.

"Why? I'm not allowed to tell you how cute you are?"

"No." I whispered. "Not when we're...not..no." I said. I sat up and took a drink of my cocktail.

"You've been kinda uptight recently. You okay?"

I nodded. "Just...a lot on my mind I suppose. But we're here for tonight so let's just enjoy." I whispered.

He smirked. "You're thinking very hard." He whispered as he set his beer down. He hovered over me, kissing me softly.

"What's on your mind?" He whispered.

"A lot." I whispered back. He kissed me again. Fuck he was distracting me. It's like he knew. He knew what I wanted, yet he would spend his time dangling himself like a carrot. I was useless.

I didn't know if he had sex with other girls. I knew girls flirted with him. I knew he was the king of this campus.

But I didn't know what was in his mind when it came to me.

He told me he loved me once. Only once. It was our prom night.

"Oh my god." I whispered as he fell back next to me.

I just lost my goddamn virginity.

Lloyd panted lightly next to me, then laughed softly.

"You okay?" He whispered. I nodded.

"I'm great." I said as I regained myself.