Fifty Shades of Minho - Suppressed desire

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Pov Jisung

I looked at the clock. It was 9:30 am, Hyunjin, Changbin and I were sitting at a table on campus studying together for the exams. Changbin had started studying a few months before us, so unlike us, he was studying for his final exam, which Hyunjin and I would write in 4 months if we pass. "Jisung please stop shaking your leg it's driving me crazy." Hyunjin said while reading his book and doing assignments. "Sorry Hyung, I'm just so nervous.", I held my leg and breathed faster than usual "Calm down, Jisung. You're good, you can do it.", he smiled reassuringly. Which calmed me and thus I again my breathing slowed and my leg stopped shaking.I took my phone out of my pocket and saw some messages including one from Minho which I clicked directly on.

Sorry for my absence there was a lot to do and I have to keep going.
I wish you the best of luck anyway!
LM

Thank you very much! But you really don't need to apologize.

But I want 😸.
But we're still going to practice that you call me with my last name.

I have to go back now.

Goodbye Jisung.
LM

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Again there was that silence between Minho and me."Jisung we have to go. Pack your things.", Hyunjin got up stressed and left without us to pack his things into his locker "I'll help you.", Changbin next to me took my bag and helped me to put my books in it " I'm nervous, Binnie Hyung, what should I do?" I looked at him and took my bag back when it was full. "Like Hyunjin said, you can do it. Please don't stress," I just nodded slightly and said goodbye to him because he had to go in a different direction than me and went off to my exam.

-little time skip-

Having written the last sentence, I put the paper on our professor's desk. I sat back in my seat and looked at the clock, we still had 30 minutes before we had to officially hand in the exam. I looked around the room and noticed Hyunjin quickly jotting down some letters and glancing at his watch in panic. I wished him so much that this would be a good grade, but unfortunately I couldn't decide. "You still have 15 minutes, please finish slowly." Our professor spoke a little louder, so that everyone who was still writing briefly about theirs up, but immediately looked back at their exams to either correct or add something in the last few minutes. Luckily when I looked back at Hyunjin he had already finished and just like me had put his exam on our teacher's desk and now he was looking at me he made a 'okay' with his mouth and looked back at his desk still there processing time and something like that was considered an attempt at cheating, we didn't want to mess up our exams with a 6 or anyone else who would watch us and get in trouble. "So the time is up, please hand in your exams. Everyone else can go." That was Hyunjin and my signal to storm out of the room and hug us in front of the door. "We made it, Hyunie," I said, visibly relieved he said softly "I believed in you from the start Hyunjin I don't care what your parents say you have talent and you've been gifted with a wonderful voice and in a doctor's coat within all I can't really picture you ...", "Is that supposed to be encouraging in some way?" He gave me a slightly pissed look, but shortly afterwards he laughed again "Just joking, you're right, I sing absolutely well and as a doctor I would throw my dream of becoming a K-Idol into the bin! You should fight for your dreams and that's what I do.", I nodded in agreement and went together with Hyunjin to our lockers where I took out my bag and then went to the parking lot of the university. "Write to me when you arrive in Incheon." , He pulled me into his arms "Have fun with your dad", I paused and enjoyed the hug knowing that it would be over in a moment "Thanks, have fun with Jeongin~", Hyunjin pulled away and looked at me with a glare in his eyes "How do you know that!?", he looks at me shocked "Jisung!", I run away quickly and straight to my father's car, where I got in directly and stowed my bag on the back seat "Drive fast, Appa!''I said as I buckled up and saw Hyunjin running towards us in the car mirror. As soon as I got in and told him to drive off, my father started the car and pulled out of the parking lot. "So what did you do? After all, it takes a lot for Hyunjin to chase after you like that", my father laughed quietly. "I only returned the favor for the one time he read the messages from my crush", I grinned.

-flashback-

"Hyunjin?!", no answer, apparently Hyunjin had already left my apartment. I never thought he would leave his phone on me. But I misjudged him.

Daddy?
I want to ask you something!

What exactly is babe?

How do you like my outfit?
-Picture-
Please answer.
I need you so badly!

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I immediately threw Hyunjin's phone away as I wasn't interested in seeing anyone else in underwear other than Lee Minho. I was aware that Hyunjin had an extremely rich sex life, but I didn't want to be a part of it! I had thought his mother was spamming again since Hyunjin very often ignored her messages, but I was surprised to the contrary, and not in a good sense. I quickly put Hyunjin's phone back where it was before, hoping that he would soon realize it was gone and come back to get it. His phone vibrated again and sighed, luckily for me he wouldn't notice until tomorrow. If he didn't get his cell phone soon with this number of messages it would be if I just ignored it empty by tomorrow morning at the latest and you really didn't want to experience a Hyunjin without a working cell phone, I personally was shocked at the thought that he was born without a cell phone about it. So I decided to bring him his phone, apart from the fact that it would be empty and I had to put up with Hyunjin's annoying manner all day long, all the texting had gotten annoying by now.So I got up determinedly and took his cell phone from the small living room cupboard, which was on my right. It vibrated again and I sighed annoyed "You got it then?" I mumbled to myself. So I took my keys from the key rack that was hanging on my wall and went to my front door, which I immediately opened and left my apartment.

I took the elevator up to Hyunjin's apartment, where I rang the bell and the door opened immediately "Here you just forgot that." noticed.", "Thanks Ji!", he put both his arms around me and hugged me to his chest, which I immediately replied: "No problem Hyunie Hyung."

-Flashback end-

"That's why Hyunjin ran after me." I smiled. "Honestly, I'm happy for Hyunjin.", my father nodded briefly and then continued to concentrate on the car ride, "You're right. He needs someone to care for him and whom Hyunjin cares about.", "That's right. He used to dream of having someone one day." I looked at my hands, logically skipping the part about Jeongin being a boy. If Hyunjin is ready to come out, I would support him, but until now he hasn't had it any more than I have. I very much doubted I would ever tell my father, not that I don't trust him, I just didn't think it was a good idea at the time."We're cuter there," my father said quietly, since I had dozed off a bit. My day started early and that hour and a half drive had been like sleeping pills for me. I stretched a bit and slowly got out of the car. "It's nice to be back, Appa." I took a deep breath to let plenty of fresh air into my lungs. "I think it's nice to have you back too.", I took my bag out of the trunk "You can always move back in with me, Jisung, you know that, right?", "Of course Appa.", I walked in with him my old home where i grew up "Where's Bo Rah?" He grinned "Like always in your old nursery." My spirits instantly brightened at the thought that my cat still preferred sleeping in my room: "Go ahead, I'll make dinner while you do it.", I could hear him walking into the kitchen "There's Jjigae (Korean Stew)", I ran up the stairs "Sounds good!" I called from upstairs and opened the door then my room door, where a sleepy little cat looked at me and stretched "Hello, Bo rah.", I sat down next to her on the bed, she started to purr right away and lay down on my lap "I missed you too my sweet .", I gently stroked her cute little head and sighed softly. I was finally home again.