Fifty Shades of Minho - Suppressed desire

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POV Jisung

I was startled from my dream, causing my cat to jump up and hiss softly at me. "Sorry Bo Rah.." I stroked her head and she immediately purred again. I saw to the door when I heard a soft knock "Jisung, I brought you breakfast.", "Come in Appa, I'm not naked or anything.", I started to laugh "Could have been.", He opened the door and came in with a bowl "I made you bibimbap (비빔밥).", I smiled at him "Thanks Appa!", I accepted it happily "And you Bo Rah are coming to have breakfast too.", he picked my cat off my bed and left my room. "When you're done, come to the kitchen.", "Alright!", I took her spoon and mixed up my bibimbap. I ate the bibimbap and thought about my trip home.

Minho hadn't written to me in the last few weeks and it made me nervous. Did I say or do something wrong? Would he punish me as soon as I got home? I didn't know, but I didn't want to try it either. After I finished my breakfast, I got up and then made my old crib. I shook the pillows and laid the covers down neatly. When that was done I grabbed some clean clothes from my bag for the last time and went to the bathroom where I undressed and turned on the water. Honestly, who puts them straight in the shower and immediately turns on the water all over them? That just doesn't feel right. I just stood in the shower and shampooed my hair after me, which I spread on my head once everything was massaged in well. I'll wash it again. I wasn't sure, but taking a shower just calmed me down. I could sometimes stand under one for hours, even if that wasn't really healthy and environmentally friendly. That's why I don't shower for more than 30 minutes, when I'd washed the rest of my body I got out of the shower and dried off, thinking again about what exactly Minho found beautiful about me, or rather what was pretty enough about me to fuck meI got dressed and walked out of the bathroom. I put my now dirty stuff in my bag, grabbed the bowl my dad had brought me earlier, and took it to the kitchen to put in the dishwasher. "Hey, you don't have to do that, I would have gotten them already.", "But I had to, after all I lived and ate here for free.", He pulled me into a hug, "And you can do that again at any time.", I smiled at those words, "Thanks, Appa.", "Not for that." He kissed my head and stroked my hair, which was still slightly damp. " Are you ready? Can we go or would you like to stay here a little longer?" I shook my head. "I don't want to burden you any further. So yes, I'm done and yes I know you're going to say again, I'm not burdening you. Still, I'd like to go back and to my own apartment." I smiled at him, whereupon he hugged me again. "Then I'll take you home now." I nodded and got my bag out of my room. When he got there, I stopped and looked around again, who knows when I'd be back. My packed bag had been really heavy, I didn't know if it was just heavy because I had to walk. I slowly walked down the stairs with my bag, hoping I wouldn't fall down. A broken leg really wouldn't be appropriate right now. At the bottom I saw my father, who was already fully dressed in front of the door "Ready?", I nodded "Yes.", I went out the front door together with my father, went to the car, put my bag in the trunk and climbed into the passenger side. As soon as my father sat next to me in the driver's seat and buckled his seat belt just like I did before, he started the car and drove to my house. The car ride was quiet, but not uncomfortable, so you could already hear the lust. No, it was nice, we both just enjoy the quiet.-little time skip-Arriving at my apartment, we said goodbye and I took my elevator to the apartment, where I simply put my bag on the floor and went straight to the bedroom. The weekend had been exhausting, so I decided to get another nap. I took off my clothes down to my panties and lay down on my bed, in which I immediately closed my eyes tired, but before I could really fall asleep, my cell phone started vibrating heavily.

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"Oh fuck! Minho is calling.", I took the call "Hello, Minho.", it was quiet for a moment before he answered "Please get ready, Mr. Kim is already waiting for you downstairs.", "Ok, I'll come down right away. ", hung up, I swallowed the building toilet down. That couldn't mean anything good. After I put my things back on, I styled my hair a bit. After all, I wanted to look good, so when that was done, I got on the elevator like I did when my dad brought me here. But this time I went down instead of up. When I arrived at the bottom, Mr. Kim immediately greeted me "Hello Jisung." He opened the door immediately, "Please get in." I nodded "Hello Mr. Kim, thank you very much" I got into the black car which had tinted windows in the back making it difficult to tell who was in the back and who wasn't After a few minutes of silence I had enough of this one Quiet "Mr. Kim?", I cleared my throat a little to draw attention to me "Is he very angry?", he looked at me briefly through the mirror and then immediately back to the street "I would rather say that he was something seems stressed.", I nodded once to tell myself that everything was fine "Ok."When I got there, I got out of the car and looked at the building, which brings back the good memories. When I entered the apartment I heard Minho's louder voice "Yes, then change something in your time management." He looked at me briefly "One moment please." He tapped a button briefly, which made me think he had muted himself "Let's drive for a moment please." I watched him finish the discussion and then hung up. "Let's go back to the hut.", he didn't answer and just nodded, "Are you going to punish me again because others did or said something wrong?", Minho turned to me and looked at me "Excuse me?", no, this time I wouldn't buckle under his dominant manner. "You got it right. You want to punish me, or am I wrong?", "Yes, I do and you signed for it.", I felt tears welling up in my eyes, but I fought. I wouldn't shed a tear now, "that's right .I signed but not for not getting in touch.I was afraid you would be mad at me.It says on the last page that if I'm not feeling well I can stop.So you show me I'm me I want you to show me the worst punishment and then I'll decide if I stay.", I looked into his eyes and my hands started to tremble slightly "Ok as you like.", he took my hand and pulled me through the apartment to a locked room "we don't have to go to the hut for that.", opened the room in which he pushes down the handle behind it revealed the bedroom in which we slept together and fucked. "Undress.", he ordered me dominant and undid his belt, I thought back to the Blo wjob and swallowed. Not wanting to make him even more angry than he already was, I undressed straight away and looked at him aimlessly. "Lie down on the bed so that I can get to your butt." I did as I was told and could hear his belt in the background. "You know how to count. Are you counting to ten now? Do you understand? If you don't I will hit harder and the ten hits will be doubled." "Yes sir I understand." "Fine then let's get started." He lunged and slapped my butt with extreme force. which immediately began to burn and pulsate. I press my face into the pillow, hoping the pain will pass quickly. "Count Jisung.", "E-One", I will stay strong and definitely not break my promise that I will not cry! He hit me nine more times before dropping the belt.Pov MinhoWhat have I done? He's already changed me so much, and yet I hurt him. I ruefully wanted to put my hand on his shoulder, but he immediately pulled it away and stood up. He looked at me and you could clearly see the tears in his eyes, but he wasn't crying. I knew right away that I didn't just hurt him physically. " Do you want it? Do you want to hurt me like that?", "Jisung please ..", I took a few steps towards him but he went to the door, "I can't do that. i love you minho Sorry, I'm just not what you need." He dressed quickly, clearly showing the pain he was in as he pulled his pants on. "Jisung don't go." I followed him naturally as he left the room. He was already in the elevator, so I took a few steps to stop him from going down. "Stay away.",as he said this, he looked at me and quickly pulled his sweater up over his torso. Again, of course, I didn't listen to him. After all, I didn't want to lose him. I would even overlook the fact that he loves me for him, which I really wouldn't do, but he was different. He was what I had been looking for for years. "No!" he yelled this time and I stopped in amazement. The door slowly closed and he met my eyes one last time.  "Jisung...",-"Minho"the end