Fragile or not? - SKZ FanFic

28

Will you?

It was already dark outside but the rain never stopped.
We got ourselves one umbrella so it's not a big problem anymore.
I'm still wearing his jacket as we are walking in a park that's close to the university.
"We should go to uni. I'm staying there from now on."
Hearing what Hyunjin said made me happy but I tried not to show it.
"That's good. Let's go before we get any more soaked."
The umbrella in between us kept us closer than it should have.
The rain sounds were like harmony in the background as I keep taking glances at him.
"Is there something on my face?"
Hyunjin looks at me waiting for an answer.
"Beauty," I mutter but his confused face flickered a little.
There was a chuckle that came from his mouth.
Playing it cool I focused on our surroundings.

Finally being in the university building I take off his jacket bowing a little.
"Thank you for today. I'll go now."
He smiles taking the jacket.
"Let's repeat this soon but can I talk to you later?"
Taking me by surprise I nod.
"Oh, yes of course. My room number is '143'."
"Okay. See ya later."
The building is covered in the light coming from the elegant chandeliers.
The atmosphere felt lively this evening.
Loud voices of old and new students filled the large university.
The left-wing immediately feels brighter.
The only option I have left is to take a shower and draw something.
I'm curious about what Hyunjin wants to talk about.
It's unusual for him to ask like that.
Maybe it's something important.
Something in the back of my mind bothered me but I can't put my finger on it.

My falling asleep was interrupted by someone calling my name.
Realizing how I almost fell asleep on the desk made me chuckle.
I was drawing but I guess sleep tried to seduce me.
Expecting Hyunjin outside I just opened the door.
"Hey H-. Oh. Vanya."
She had a shy smile on her lips as she looked at me nervously.
"Hey. I wanted to ask you something."
"Yes?"
"So there will be a small opening ceremony next weekend. There are groups of people for each part of the work and everyone has to participate. So I wondered if maybe you wanted to be in the decoration group with me."
Decoration sounds interesting.
"Yeah sure. It might be fun but is there a theme we should follow?"
Giggling she answers, "Our group is the one who's deciding that. You are designed for that role. Thanks for agreeing, I'll go sign us up."
I love how she's happy about this.
"No problem, I'm glad you asked. See ya."
"Bye Minji!"
Looking after her I felt grateful that I finally have a female friend.
It's good having male friends but some things are nicer to be talked with a female.
Anyway, I'm glad I went to the library that day.

Behind her figure I noticed blonde hair coming my way.
None other than Hyunjin.
Both of us smiled after noticing each other.
"Hi! I'm glad you didn't fall asleep."
His voice echoed through the empty hallway.
"I almost did. Come in."
Sitting on my chair he found a seat on my bed.
"So you wanted to talk?"
After I asked he shifted his feet while looking around the room.
"Yeah. About a serious subject."
Serious subject?
What could that mean?
Sorting out things on my table I focused on him.
"So, what is it?"
I tried to make the atmosphere at ease while he just stared at the floor.
"Today, when we were running in the rain, your shirt was soaked and it was a little see-through. Don't want to make it awkward but I noticed something."
All I could do is listen to him.
No thoughts came to my mind.
"You have a tattoo, right?"
Wait... it's not what I think it is.
"Yes, I do. On my back."
Hyunjin held a blank face hiding each emotion he had.
Not even his eyes gave him away.
"It's a compass. Not an ordinary one."
My doubts are confirmed.
He searched my face but I kept a straight face processing what he was saying.
"Minji. I'm in this business as well. I see that you're a part of SKZ."
Not knowing what I should do I just continued switching my gaze between him and my carpet.
Suddenly his lips stretched forming a smile.
"I'm in SKZ too."
Is this a coincidence?
Of course. I don't even know who's a part of this anyway.
"I'm shocked, but really?"
Hyunjin nodded with a smile.
"Yep. I know everything that happened and I'm sorry."
Chuckling I look at him surprised.
"Why is everyone saying sorry? This is my choice even if it's forced."
He lays down with his legs on the floor.
"Since you're new, there's certain training and meetings you'll have to go through starting tomorrow."
"Is Vanya going to do it with me?"
Shaking his head he stands up.
"No. She won't have the same position as you."
Slowly he took steps closer and closer to me.
He stopped in front of me while looking sternly right into my eyes.
His hand found its way next to me gripping the desk as his other hand lifts my chin.
Hyunjin leaned down only a few inches away from me.
My heartbeat fastened as my stomach was full of butterflies.
I didn't dare to breathe.
I stared deeply into his eyes which sparkled.
"Will you really join us? This organization....can easily rule over the government. You can show your family who you are."
He said in a manipulative whisper.