"Goddamit, Kang Taehyun wake up" the women says as she harshly snaches away the blanket from the said boy.
"It's not time to sleep, get up and get ready for school you good for nothing"
The women says and leaves the room with a loud thud.
"Ughhh I hate it, I hate living here" he groans and gets up from the bed.
"Kang Taehyun quickly come down I can't waste the food just for you" the women yells.
"I'm coming" he says and goes to the bathroom to wash up.
He looks at his reflection in the mirror and sighs, he looked terrible and this is why people found him scary.
His face looks dead as if he has just woken up from death, and his terrible eye bags doesn't help it either.
"You look scary no wonder why no one wants to be your friend"
Oh don't worry it's just a friend of Taehyun inside his head who seems to not have anything else to do instead of making him more insecure.
"Shut up" he says to himself and covers his ears.
He is tired of it, he is tired of everything and the world seems to be against him ever since he was born.
He washes his face with cold water until he is wide awake and then uses a towel to dry his face.
He looks at himself in the mirror one more time and spots a bruise on his cheek.
Well does it scared him?
No
He is used to it, he is used to let other people control him and do whatever they want with him.
"Taehyun are you deaf? Come downstairs. RIGHT. NOW. " his mom yells again.
Scared for his life he quickly runs down the stairs and goes to the kitchen.
"You ungrateful whore, not everyone gets to eat food like you, if it wasn't for your dad I would have kicked you out of the house already." His mom says and gives him dirty glares.
"I'm sorry, m-mom" Taehyun apologies and lowers his head.
"Don't call me that word, it makes me want to vomit when I hear it from someone like you" she throws her insult.
"Sorry" he whispers to himself and looks at the food,
It was a boiled egg that wasn't boiled properly since his mom doesn't have time to cook something for him.
"Quit playing with your food and just eat it, I wasted my time making that from you"
"I-i don't have appetite, can I go?" He says in a small voice because he knows what happens if she hears it.
"What did you say?" She shouts and comes toward taehyun.
His cheek is in pain from how hard he got slapped and he is sure that another bruise is formed.
"Go to your room and cover it with some makeup, right now" she says and let's go if his cheek.
Taehyun quickly runs to his room and goes to the bathroom.
He checks his face in the mirror and he was right, a bruise is formed on his face alongside with the other one from last night.
He put on some make up on it so no one sees it and it's not like anyone would even look at him at school.
After all he is the 'quite weird nerd' that no one likes.
He wears his uniform, garb his bag and dashes out of the house, walking to school.
'I feel like everyone is looking at me' he thinks and looks around but no one even bothers to look at him.
He puts his headphone in his ear and listens to some music, after all its the only thing that helps him run away from the world.
Everyone seems happy except for me
It hurts more to laugh than to cry
Even if I try to endure it every day, even if I try to endure it
That's not good, now I need your hand
At that time, when tears fall
Will you hold my hand tight and run away
Hidden 9 and 3/4 Yen
We can go together
Bibbidi bobbidi train is leaving (oh, oh, oh)
Bibbidi bobbidi our magic island (oh, oh, oh)
After passing through this tunnel (hey), when I open my eyes (hey)
Dreams become reality
Oh, oh, oh
Be my eternity, call my name
"Run away, run away with me" he hums with the song.
The song is 'run away' from a group called 'txt',
He loves them, he loves their music, he finds joy in watching their music videos and trying to connect all the pieces and make new theories.
There are three other groups too whom he likes and finds comfort in them, they are called BTS, Straykids and Enhypen.
He loves how their songs have good meanings and helps him run away from his problems.
"Oh" he says and looks up to see that he has already reached the school.
A sigh is heard from his mouth as he walks into the school gates and goes to his class.
"I hope no one is looking at me" he says and lowers his head walking past the loud students who are talking with their friends whom he never had.
He walks into the class and sits on his seat waiting for other students and the teacher to come.
"Hello everyone, hope you have studied for today's test" the teacher says as he walks into the class and gives students the exam papers.
"Alright no talking and start your test" Mr. Min says and sits in his chair.
The test went smoothly and Taehyun didn't have any problems, and as expected he was the first to finish the test.
Soon everyone finished their test and Mr. Min collected all their papers and started grading them.
"Good job Taehyun, it shows that you have studied"
"But the others, I know it's not what you want to do but please try your best because it impacts yout future" Mr. Min says calmly.
The bell rings and the teacher gets out of the class.
"Yah Kang Taehyun, did you sleep with the teacher again to get good grades?"
A students whose name is Jaechan asks.
Taehyun doesn't say anything and continues to draw on his notebook.
He is used to all of it.
He is used to be called names by everyone, he is used to get hit by his parents or anyone else, he is used to get insulted.
It's apart of his life that he needs to get used to.
There are a lot of rumors about him in the school and he is aware of all of them but he doesn't say or do anything.
Everything is just fine.
Well at least that's what he says to himself.
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