Swan's Love-TaeGyu ☘︎

18- Party Party Yeah

One week has passed.
One week of the two teenage boys ignoring each other as if they have never known each other. One week of Taehyun's friendship with Huening Kai and Jeongin, one week of Heeseung and Taehyun growing closer to each other.

Beomgyu finds himself looking at Taehyun from afar, observing his actions and sometimes he finds himself frowning when Heeseung gets too touchy with Taehyun.

He doesn't like how Taehyun and his foreign friend are attached to hips, the two seem inseparable and it's only been one week of their friendship.

He sometimes thinks about the possibility of him just being a mere friend for Taehyun, maybe Taehyun doesn't get the butterflies like he gets whenever he looks at Beomgyu - if he does- or maybe Taehyun doesn't even like him like he likes Heeseung .

Today is just another day like other days. He goes to school and sees his friends first thing in the morning, then they chat. But something has changed,

Soobin.

Yeonjun brings him with him everywhere he goes, he is not used to having someone else in his groups of friends, especially not someone whom his friends used to hate.

Soobin is shy, he doesn't talk that much. But the others make it seem like he has been in the group for years, -even Minho who hates the idea of adding someone to their group- and that his present doesn't bother them.

He doesn't hate Soobin, no, don't get him wrong. He is just sad that Yeonjun is spending more time with Soobin and Beomgyu is like a forgotten doll in front of his eyes. He knew Yeonjun for longer, why is Soobin suddenly his only care in the world?

On the other hand, Hwa-Young has been bothering him a lot. She clings to him any chance she gets, she even goes as far as putting her hand around Beomgyu's waist, he doesn't like that. At all.

He has tried telling her so many times that he is not interested, that he doesn't give a single fuck about her existence and that he is gay. He doesn't get the hype of girls wearing cute clothes and calling him 'oppa', he would rather have a boy act cute for him and call him 'hyung'.

He walks to the school gates and walks to their 'meeting place' but he stops once he is close enough to see them busy. Minho and Jisung are flirting with each other like usual and there is Yeonjun and Soobin.

They are talking to each other, but they seem so deep into their conversation that they don't even notice what's happening around them.

Now, this is what he meant when he said Yeonjun doesn't have time for him.

He sighs and changes his direction, he walks to an empty corner where no one sees him and pulls out a cigarette with a lighter from his pocket.

He flicks the lighter and watches the orange and blue flames dancing in the wind, carelessly. He puts the cigarette between his lips and brings the lighter closer to the cigar, lighting it.

He inhales and then opens his mouth to puff out of the smoke, watching as it dissolves and disappears in the air.

He knows it's bad for his health, but if it can numb him and bring him a different kind of pleasure then he won't mind it. He would rather die of pleasure than live with no motive.

Repeating the same thing again and again, he finally finds himself calming down.

His eyes then flick to the school gates, he sees students walking in but a particular one catches his eyes. His eyes follow as the boy walks inside and goes to the nearest bench, he then sits on it with his head atop of his legs.

He looks tired, as if he didn't blink an eye the whole night.

"Taehyun..." he calls out loud enough for only himself to hear.