Swan's Love-TaeGyu ☘︎

6- The Start

The door opened with a loud sound as Beomgyu entered his house, not caring if his parents were home or not.

He slumped on the couch as he unbuttoned two of his uniform's buttons and drank the soda that was in his hands.

A small moan left his mouth as soon as the cold soda hit his tongue and relieved some of his tiredness.

He took out his phone from his pocket and saw a text from Minho, he ignored it thinking it's probably just some random pictures of him and Jisung on their date.

He heard footsteps coming toward him so he looked up only to look at his phone again, ignoring the woman who was standing right next to the couch.

"Gyu-ah why did you come so late?" His mom asked as she reached her hand to pat his son's head but Beomgyu moved to the other side of the couch.

"What do you want?" He asked coldly as he was still on his phone, not caring about his mom who was looking at him with fake sadness in her eyes.

"I'm your mom, you need to be kind to me and respect me, I carried you in my stomach for nine months, raised you and now this is the treatment you are giving me?" She said as she raised her voice a little.

Beomgyu rolled his eyes as he got up and walked towards his mom.

"Wait let me look for how many fucks I give to what you just said"

He started looking in his pockets, searching everywhere until he took his hand out of his pockets and showed his empty hand to his mom.

"Oh sorry, but this is how much fucks I give about what you said, that's the job of a mother to carry their child, it's not something for you to use against me because I will never be like him and act like your personal dog and let you do whatever you want with me." He said as he left the living room to his room and closed the door with a loud thud.

"I'm your mother" he hears his mom tell out loudly, to which he didn't even care so he just threw himself on the bed and closed his eyes for a bit.

"Hyung, why did you leave me alone here with these monsters?" He said as he looked at the ceiling.

It was hard for him to sleep because of the constant nightmares that he has been getting since that happened, so he usually uses a sleeping pill to make him fall asleep even though it really doesn't help.

He remembers how he used to calm him down and hug him when his mom and dad would yell at him about something he did, but now all those cuddles are gone.

There is a teddy bear under his pillow that he uses to calm his anger down but he never shows it to anyone, since they will call him childish and tell him that he is a grown up.

He reached his hand and grabbed the teddy bear, looking at it with loving eyes and a small pretty smile on his face.

When he is with others he is the 18 years old cold guy but when he is alone, he turns into the 8 years old boy that he misses.

Beomgyu pulls his teddy bear in for a hug and puts its head in his chest, cuddling with the teddy bear,

For some weird reason it manages to calm him down and help him sleep, but of course something had to interrupt this calm moment for him.

His phone rings multiple times and even though he doesn't want to, he picks up the phone answering it with an angry voice.

"Ughh who the hell is calling me in the midnight"

"Did take a chill pill, it's me Minho your favorite buddy-"

"Eww what the heck Minho, where is Jisung? Tell him to take you with him"