Swan's Love-TaeGyu ☘︎

38- Realization and Revenge

Taehyun hugged Beomgyu even tighter than before, he buried his head in the latter's neck and let out silent cries.

Beomgyu's eyes were closed and his body had already lost its warmth, his face was pale as snow and Taehyun tried his best to keep Beomgyu warm, even if it meant his own body slowly getting cold too.

"I can't live without you, hyung, if you are gonna leave, take me with you too..." he muttered and let out a choked cry.

By now, his eyes were burning, there was little to no more water left in his body and his voice had gotten hoarse, it seemed as if he wasted them all crying and screaming for Beomgyu to stop teasing him and open his eyes.

Taehyun knew it, he knew damn well that Beomgyu was no longer here, even his clothes were drenched in Beomgyu's blood but he didn't want to believe it. He just waited and held Beomgyu close to himself, hoping that he would wake up from the nightmare and find Beomgyu sleeping next to him in their bed.

"Hyungie..."

He looked up and saw a car getting closer to him.

Taehyun interlocked his and Beomgyu's hand together and waited for the car to him.

As the car got closer, he squinted his eyes because of the front lights.

The door opened and three tall boys stepped out. He looked up to them and recognized them as Soobin, Yeonjun and Hueningkai.

They all looked at him- and possibly Beomgyu- in utter fear and sadness. Yeonjun's usual small eyes were now wide open and he looked down at Beomgyu in Taehyun's arms.

Taehyun opened his mouth to say something but his vision started to blur and the next thing he knew was that he blacked out.

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Yoenjun placed his head on his knees and sobbed, actual cold tears running down his face. He tried to be as soundless as possible but it didn't work as he felt a hand around his shoulder.

He looked up and saw his boyfriend, Soobin hugging him from the side.

Soobin, too, looked as if he had spent the night crying which was somehow true.

"Hyung, you don't have to hide your weakness and pain, he was your best friend, you have all the rights in the world to be sad about it." he said and rested his head on Yoenjun's shoulder.

"How? How do I have the right to cry when Beomgyu is the one who... is not here any longer? Soobin, out of all the people in the world, he didn't deserve that, at all" Yeonjun said.

He sat out straight, removing Soobin's hand off of his shoulder and looking him in the eyes.

Soobin let out a sigh and decided it was best to not say anything, given the condition that Yoenjun would not stop blaming himself and wallow in self hatred.

They both sat next to each other in silence until they saw Hueningkai running to them.

"Hyungs, he-he, Taehyunie," Hueningkai paused and took a deep breath, then looked up and continued.

"Taehyun is awake"

Both Yoenjun and Soobin's eyes widened and they quickly got up from their seats and ran to Taehyun's room together.