Swan's Love-TaeGyu ☘︎

30- To Fix One

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Before we start this chapter, happy birthday Taehyun!

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Isn't it ironic how Beomgyu was the one who left Taehyun all alone in the cold snows of winter, and now the same is happening to himself, holding Taehyun's note and necklace tightly in his hands, waiting for the younger to run back to him.

But nothing happens.

He stood next to the doors of the school gate, his back hitting the steel door and his head down. Other students walked past him but not without leaving a glance and whispering to their friends.

"Isn't that Choi Beomgyu?"

"Why does he look so broken? Did he get rejected? Haha, serves him right for having such a high ego"

"I heard something happened between him and that nerd he was close with"

"Does that mean I have a chance now? Can I ask him out??"

He could hear it all, but didn't have the power to talk back. To tell them to fuck off, get Taehyun's name out of their filthy mouths, that they didn't have a chance to have him, not even for a second, he wanted to say so much but couldn't find the words and the voice to do so.

Taehyun was gone, seriously. He wishes it was all a joke, that Taehyun will pop out of nowhere and smack him in the back, laugh at him for getting fooled so easily but damn the creator of the skies for never hearing him and listening to him.

Damn that same person that watered his hopeless and withered flower, made the sun to shine over it and help it grow like a mother, damn that lord for giving him hopes for making a flower field just to pluck the petals of the same flowers it helped grow and let it fade along the wind.

Just damn this whole world and its beings.

He was dying inside, the flower that he grew inside him was slowly dying and he could do nothing but just watch it die and suffer.

But then again, if he doesn't water the flower, who will? If he doesn't get his shit together and man up to find Taehyun and stop him from leaving then who will?

He gripped the necklace tightly in his fist, gripping it like it was the key to getting out of an escape room. He then proceeded to put both the letter and the necklace in his pocket, making sure it was safe.

He looked up and was met with a Hwa-young, she was standing in front of him with a wicked smile on his face. Beomgyu rolled his eyes at the latter, he didn't have the time to waste it on her.

"Oppa, let's go out? I told my friends we are going on a date and now I can't lie to them." she said, her voice a pitch higher than what it actually sounds like. It was the most annoying and irritating voice he has ever heard in his entire lifetime.

"Get out of my face, Hwa-young." he pushed her to the side and walked away, but Hwa-young held his sleeve, preventing him from walking away.

"What's wrong with you!? I did everything for you, and the only thing I'm asking you to do is go out with me! Is it because of that damn whore you are always with!? He left you, he fucking left you alone! Why can't you see he isn't interested in you!!!?" she raised her voice, catching almost everyone's attention.

A long sigh left Beomgyu's mouth and he turned around, his puppy-like eyes had turned into black, empty eyes and he stared down at Hwa-young, a smirk visible on his face.

"Isn't it obvious that I don't like you? I mean look at you, what do you have in you to make a man fall for you? Even the straightest man I know will change his sexuality because of you, Hwa-young. Taehyun has everything you don't have, he is that bitch that makes everyone act like a whole damn dog for him, what makes you think you can compare yourself to him?? I've been trying to be nice to you but you clearly don't have common knowledge, now get the fuck out of my face."