Can you please fix me?

don't worry about it

"Why is she speaking like this?"

Carina snapped out of her trance by a loud sob from the blonde. She quickly got on her knees and took her hand to stop her from trying to clean the broken glass.

Carina noticed that Maya's eyes was frantic and her breathing quickening so she knew that the blonde was on the verge of a panic attack.

Carina didn't know what to do because usually she would squeeze Maya's hand to let her know that she is safe and not alone, but looking at the shreds of glass and Maya's hand, she couldn't do that or she'll hurt her more so she did the next best thing.

She grabbed her face, forcing Maya to look at her.

"Bambina look at me eyes only on me" when the blonde looked into the Italian's eyes, Carina noticed that they were dilated more than usual "good now breathe with me" she exaggerated her breathing, so Maya could copy.

"a'm sowy I didn't mean I clean pwease no mad" she said sobbing.

And here it is again why is she talking like that? carina thought.

"Cosa, no non preoccuparti Bambina" [what, no don't worry about it Bambina] she said softly caressing her cheeks gently.

Maya was confused, but nonetheless relaxed, she leaned her head into the Italian's hand sniffling and hiccuping.

She opened her eyes looking up and asked "pwomise no mad rina?"

Carina again noticed that her eyes were blown and so innocent more like a child.

She chuckled and answered "yes, Bambina I promise that I am not mad at you" and the blonde satisfied with her answer sniffled and nuzzled more into the Italian's hand.

After a few minutes with Maya almost falling asleep, Carina decided that they were going to sleep, but before that she need to clean the floor and take care of Maya's hands.

"Bambina go to bed, I'll be just a minute" but the blonde just shook her head.

"bella I need to clean the floor and get the first aid kit to clean your hands" she said, trying to reason with her stubborn wife.

Maya was confused why did she need to clean my hands? she thought, so she looked down at her hands, there was blood and shreds of glass all over her hands, and she didn't know why, but she started to cry, she felt overwhelmed.

"Shh bambina it will be all right" she held her head and pressed it to her chest hoping her heartbeat will soothe her.

Maya tried to hug Carina, but that was not a good idea because it lead the glass shreds to cut her again "rina" she cried.

"what is it Bella?" she asked.

Maya tried to speak, but she couldn't, everything she tried to say, turn into a loud sob, so she just brought her hands into Carina's lap.

Looking down at her hands, she said "Shh I know Bella" while gently massaging her scalp to sooth her.

Carina noticed that even the blonde's cries seemed different.

Why is she crying like that? Like a two years old cries, and why are her pupils dilated? and why is she talking like that? Carina thought.

To be continue...

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