Can you please fix me?

Now friend 

she looked down smiling at the happy and contentied look on Maya's face she didn't know why they didn't try this earlier she felt closer to Maya and soothed her faster than anything she tried before And Maya looked more relaxed than she had in the last few months.

I guess I need to talk to her about this too She thought, because she didn't want to lose this feeling.

It's been a week since the camping trip and everything was surprisingly great.

Maya was more relaxed and finally after a couple of days of trying, now she can control wen to slip, but there was one downside to it, if she held it back for a long time she'll slip into an infant headspace but she doesn't care because she finally can control it.

After her new achievement, she took Carina on dates and spoiled her to thank her for taking care of her and apologizing for being a burden these past few months which Carina scolded her about it and would reply with " you are never a burden, I love taking care of my Bambina, big or little"

And for Carina her week was kind of busy

The second day of the camping trip, she looked for little Jeff, but didn't find her so she let it be figuring that Maya would forget about the little dog, but she was wrong.

She cried when she didn't find her the next day, and cried when she apologized to Andy, and Carina thought ok now she'll forget about it, but again, she was wrong, because the day after they returned home, Maya thought it would be a good idea to introduce little Jeff to the rest of her stuffed animals and trucks, but remembered that she lost her and cried again.

She tried to look for it everywhere. Maybe it slipped in her bag or with Maya's toys but no, she didn't find her there.

She tried buying a couple of kinder surprise eggs who knows maybe she'll get the damn dog, but to no avail.

And for all those times, she wouldn't calm down until Carina nursed her which wasn't a big deal for her, she actually liked it. She felt closer to Maya, her heart could burst with the amount of love and joy, and the way Maya looked at her. She had the urge to protect her. She wanted to gather her in her arms and carry her away from everything that had ever hurt her Bambina.

But the downside to the dry nursing that Maya can't get her milk, and when Carina tried to give her a bottle after she refuses and would go back to sucking on her breast so she needed to talk to Maya about it but every time she tried to open the subject, Maya changed it.

because she knew what Carina wanted to talk about.

She was afraid that Carina thought that she took it to far by nursing and would make her stop.

But the thing is that Maya didn't want to stop she loved it, she felt loved and safe in Carina's arms.

And Amelia has been going out more, and that meant, that they'll have the place to themselves like right now Maya was carrying a tray with pancakes fruits and a cup of espresso to surprise Carina with breakfast in bed.

"Good morning beautiful" she said, setting the tray aside and gave her wife a kiss.

"Hmmm" Carina hummed " Buongiorno Bambina"[good morning Bambina]

"I made breakfast" she said proudly putting the tray on the bed.

"Grazie Bella"[Thank You Beautiful] she said and took a sip of her espresso "Perfetto"[perfect]

"Good?" Maya asked smiling, and the Italian answered with a nod.

"Bambina" Carina said when they finished their breakfast.