i used to feel like a goldfish.
goldfish are freshwater.
if goldfish were to go into the ocean, they would die.
i thought of dying plenty of times. i've dreamt of dying.
life was like a rollercoaster.
it was like i was in a tank mixed with freshwater and saltwater.
i was alive, but i was suffocating every day.
panic attacks.
mental breakdowns.
shouting.
breaking things.
sobbing in the bathroom.
i do think i relate to a goldfish.
just without the fins.
replaced with human skin.
i am a person.
a person who is just going through a tough time right now.
im in a tank mixed with fresh and salt water.
it feels like im drowning. every day.
i'll just get through this, i guess.
