a rant about me being mad with my gender :)
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i wish I weren't a girl
i wish i could reincarnate into a boy's body
those white boys with fluffy hair; why can't i be like them?
im sick and tired of this sick body as a girl.
i can never change my birth gender
why did i have to be born as a girl?
it's just-
i wish i could be a boy who could have male friends
I'll love myself a bit more if i were a boy.
I have no love saved for myself
digging my nails into my thighs-
im not going to cry rn..
i cry every effing day because i effing hate my gender.
i wish i were a boy who could were anything.
cause' i have stupid restrictions because of my gender.
i wish i could be a boy so i could wear anything cute. wear a skirt and actually look nice.
i wouldn't be forced to shave all the time.
it's hard to be a bit big as a girl.
people judge so strongly.
i wish i could say, 'what's up, man!' with a grin on my face.
i wish i had a lower voice so that i wouldn't always critique my voice.
i wish that my soul could leave my current body and move to a boy's one.
i never asked to be born, you know.
i wish i were a boy.
i'd like myself more.
please!
but i just can't change my gender.
the transition is too extreme and difficult for me.
it would only stress me out more.
and even if i were to change it, people would always assume that im a female.
WHICH I DONT WANTTTTT
i don't want people confusing my gender like that.
i guess i just have to live with this
._.)
