i feel so much shame and guilt for the pain I've caused others.
they have to deal with me, a sick human with mental and physical problems.
i feel like a burden to my parents. i have so many issues.
im irritable and impulsive.
i don't have many feelings for other people.
i plaster a fake smile on my face every day.
but i remind myself that i have to get better.
so I'll no longer be a burden.
