𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘵𝘺

47. ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴇᴀᴛ

i can't eat.

i can't.

i feel guilty for eating.

i just throw up my food.

i shove two fingers into my throat and gag.

and i wait for the vomit to come out into the toilet.

it's not that healthy.

after, i wash my hands and cut.

then i exercise a lot, way beyond my limit.

i cuss at myself to keep continue.

wtf am i doing :)