𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 /GXG/

🔹️Regret

[Saturday, September 20th]

I'm out of spirits. I feel like my brain is a little loose in my head, spinning; hearing is so sensitive that Akari's sonore voice while speaking is greatly amplified. I also feel a little irritated. I'd rather no one talk to me just for today.

''I'm out of concealer base! '' I close the bathroom cabinet and go back to the bedroom.

''Use mine,'' she says happily. The black hood of her TOKYO hoodie is on her head, and her medium brown hair now gets an extra shine from the sunlight streaming in through the window.

I approach her and take a deep breath. I feel tense, and my legs are wobbly. ''Pass it to me.'' I stretch my neck and below the collar of my gray hooded sweater. So, I have to sit on the bed.

Akari starts applying concealer to the bruises. ''Should I reduce the force?''

''It's really ugly, right?''

''It's a very purplish red with stronger spots where the microblood vessels break.''

''Don't do.''

She moves her hand away from me but remains in front of me, standing; her legs brushing mine. ''What about the lips?'' His jeans have a big tear at the knee.

''I'm okay,'' I reply, and I look at her clothes, and I'm even surprised that I'm attracted to a girl who dresses a little tomboyish ㅡ it's out of my preferences. ''How does it feel when you bite my lip?'' I ask, unnoticed.

''Huh?''

''When you kiss me, do you feel something when you bite my mouth? Why do you moan?

'Oh!'' She laughs. ''It's as good as eating chocolate.'' Akari lifts my chin, runs her thumb across my bottom lip, and presses it. ''You didn't feel any pain?''

''Just soft.'' I run the tip of my tongue along the inside of my lip, feeling a small cut.

A car on the avenue passes by screeching tires. I remember I had to meet Yan and the girls.

I slide my hands down her jeans. ''I need to buy you something.''

''Buy what?'' Akari closes the pot of foundation and throws it on the bed.

''Something for you.''

''You don't need.'' She leans down, takes my face with both hands, and steady me.

''You are going to kiss me?''

''Maybe.''

''Now comes the best part.'' I wet my lips.

''Do you really think I'm going to give you the best part?'', Akari says and smiles as I wrap her in a tight hug. ''I think,'' I say.

Feeling her tongue touching mine. My back on the bed. She is on top of me, holding my hair. Me grabbing hers. It all ends with a perverted hand down my breasts.

I stand up. My Samsung escapes from my pocket and changes the screen. I go down to get it and see Yan calling me. And I'm quick to turn off the device. Lately, it has been silent.

''Who is?''

''Mom again.'' I get up and feel dizzy, I force myself to take a deep breath. When I look back, I see her lying on the bed.

''Your mother is calling you a lot.''

''Yes,'' I respond, thinking about her. Mom doesn't care about me.

I end up sitting down, but I keep looking out the window. The cold weather outside.

''What do you think about watching a series today?'', she says, her hand caressing my belly through my shirt.