𝐓𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 /GXG/

🔸️''Love me a lot."

''Temptation touched my tongue and my desires increased''

[November 8th]

It's been three weeks since this happened:

That Monday, the police released the official notice that Se-yeon was missing. Then they finish classes.

Everyone is scared. Me even more. Maybe I was one of the last people who was with Se-yeon in a hostile way.

That Tuesday, classes were really weird. No one felt like talking. Even though Se-yeon was a nuisance, 90% of the girls liked her. The girls were bent over their notebooks. A dismay. It was a sad day that cost to pass.

When it was night, in the bedroom, I had a bad vibe. Ji-hye dead and Se-yeon missing.

I went into the bathroom with my change of clothes. All I managed to distract myself from was the shower water falling on me.

I spent a lot of time thinking about certain events with my roommates. I even thought about serial killers and whether Chae won, and I would be the next victim.

I was scared. It was physical pain. Painfully sharp, it made my heart clench.

I lay down to sleep and stopped my thoughts at the exact moment I saw the girl standing next to my bed. How she touched my shoulders and forced my body against the mattress. And how she climbed on top of me and seduced me with a simple kiss. A bittersweet kiss. A little sweet, a little sour. From kissing so much, my body also warmed up. I seemed in a hypnosis where that flavor that reminded me of strawberry is the best in the world.

I tasted that taste on her before, and a trigger was triggered in my mind.

Despite the effort she made to keep her voice calm and serene, there was no hiding it: Chae won was very agitated, very talkative, very horny.

My eyes didn't even blink, and my heart raced. I was sad to know that crap was running through her body.

Later, when she was sleeping, I went through everything and looked for drugs in every corner. In a pair of orange sneakers that she hasn't worn in a while, I found Molly. They were inside clear plastic that fit my hand. Little pink, yellow, and blue pills marked: LOVE DRUG.

On Wednesday, I woke up discouraged.

Professor Jeon asked Chae won to stand up and read an excerpt from the book. I propped my chin on my hand and watched her. She looked angry and drained.

On Thursday morning was our blood test.

Blood analysis.

Name: Ryo Chae Young
Report No.: xxxxxxx
Sample arrival: 06/10/2014 10:00 am
Collection date: 06/10/2014 6:29 am

Positive result

Presence of the active ingredient of MDMA in the drug test.

In addition to the routine toxicological exam, there was also the STD exam, which was negative.

When she saw that I had put ''these two'' on the order, she said stupid things to me during lunch that I was practically calling her a whore for entering the STD test.

It seems that after the drug wears off, her mood worsens.

I couldn't say anything to Chae won that she refuted. I was so sad that even a dessert was completely neutralized to the point where I had to look several times to know if what I was eating was really something sweet.

Since then, a day has passed and this weekend she is with me. She seems normal now, but doesn't remember much of the past days.

We are in an extensive content review study for Suneung. My mind is frying. Sore fingers. Burning eyes.