Till Death Do Us Part (The Mandela Catalogue AU)

Falling out

(now idk what to say uhh cesar you short Hispanic feral gremlin don't be mean to markiplier healthbar or I'm gonna kick you to china)

Adam's pov:

I leaned against the rocky wall, sighing as blood dripped down my hands. Bruised and bloody. This was going to be harder to clean up. Jonah was probably in the garden somewhere, I couldn't go back there. I went to get a medkit (out of absolutely thin air /jk he went to the side of his bed to get a medkit under his bed) and disinfected my wounds. I was terrible at bandaging, so I decided to skip that part. It stung so much, I had to bite my lip to suppress any sounds.

I pulled the bloody, alcohol soaked cotton off my skin, sighing of relief as it stopped stinging slightly. 

"Adam."

My heart skipped a beat as Jonah walked into the room. "Yeah..?"

"Why. Why in the Peter piper picked a pecked if mother f#cking pickled peppers did you punch the wall again?

nah he didn't say that he said:

"Adam. Honest answer. Why did you punch the wall again."

This was the "mom mode" Jonah speaking.

"..."

Jonah's eyes narrowed. 

J:"What's the matter? Cat got your tongue?"

A:"Don't. Just don't, okay? Please."

J:"Oh, so now you're taking this seriously?"

A:"Dude, I don't know what you want from me. I'm as serious now as I've ever been."

J"This whole time, huh? So you f#cking with me is being serious?"

A:"I get that I screw around sometimes, but that's just what I do."

J:"Well maybe it shouldn't be!"

A:"Look man, I'm just DEVASTATED  that I'm not as broken as you still are with everything happening, and I'm sorry I can't keep helping you carry this burden."

J: "What has that got to do with anything?"

A: "I am REACHING my f#cking limit here! This world has given us so many good reasons to live, and yet you still try killing yourself. Every. Chance. You. Get."

J: "No, I do-"

A: "F#cking listen to me! You're not invincible, ok? I know you thought that when you jumped off the school rooftop and I get it, but this right here is real  and you should know that more than anybody!"

J: "What's that even supposed to mean?"

A: "I wish I never tried to help you cause it'll just be 'pUtTiNg YoU oUt Of YoUr MiSeRy'!"

J: " What did you just say to me?"

A: "And I'm sorry I even stopped you, but Jonah, if you continue this, you'd be joining every single one of those people who have killed themselves. And by some miracle you don't die, I don't think you'd be yourself. And I'd be telling you right now I won't be here to confirm that."

J: "WELL THEN JUST F#CKING LEAVE THEN!"

My flinched. Nostalgia. Why..? 

"Leave!"

I grabbed the medkit off the bed and exited the room. I hated this. I hated life. I hated everything. I hated him.

The only place I could go was the garden. The Garden of Eden.

my hands.