AASHIQUI : chain bhi..dard bhi

Chapter 11

By the time he pulls up in my driveway for the first time, I can't take it anymore. "So that's it? You're never gonna talk to me again?"

His expression is like a stone. Tears sting my eyes. I can only bend so much before I finally break. I go to leave, but his hand closes around my forearm. And he whispers "I'm sorry, it's not you it's me..i'm mad at myself..agar faiz ni ata toh we would have..i don't know"

I whisper, releasing myself from his hold so I can curl my arms around myself. "It's bad enough I don't look like the other girls you hang out with now please don't say u regret making out with me"

He sighs frustratingly "It's not that jannat, do u realise u r the first girl with whom I'm crossing each and every boundary one by one without realising it....The boundaries which I made..jbse samj aya h tbse....and I fucking don't know why"

Emotion punches through my chest and the need to protect myself runs rampant throughout me. "Guess it's a good thing we were interrupted then, huh?"

I climbed off the bike and starts moving, but his hand latches on to my wrist. "I'm not looking to hurt you."

"Funny. Because you just did."

"Goddammit," he snaps when I snatch my purse off the car floor. "This conversation isn't over."

I don't know whether to laugh or cry. "It's over for me."

For once, he can see how it feels to be ignored. I turn to move for a final time, but faisu pulls me closer to him and grabs my face. "This is not fucking over."

And then his mouth is on mine, kissing me so hard my mind whirls and I forget we're fighting.

"You're complicating shit," I breathe against his lips moving apart

"No." and his lips are again on mine His hand tangles in my messy curly hair as he pulls back slightly, looking down at me through lowered lids. "I'm pursuing this."

My heart takes flight, but my brain doesn't want to hop on board just yet. I have so many questions. Like—how are we going to make this work when both of us are leaving? And does this make me his official girlfriend now, or is he only pursuing for the next week? All my worries jump to the back burner when Faisu palms my neck. "You drive me fucking crazy." Not nearly as crazy as he drives me. "I'm sorry I lied, I know what exactly is my problem, day by day hour by hour minute by minute, I'M FALLING FOR YOU., Pyaar ishq mohhabat...aashiqui ye sb lafzo k alawa kuch ni the..pr jbse tum mili...inn lafzo ko alfaz mil gye....tumhe apne sath jodna mtlb tumhe meri uss shithole zindagi se jodna pr ab khudko tumse or dur ni rkh skta"

Tears bur in my eyes at his confession. This is really happening, he had feelings for me he shared all his firsts with mine he falled for me

Faisal Sheikh falled for a fatass girl like me

I never looked at it from his point of view and now that I am...I see I was in the wrong. "I kept telling myself you'd never be attracted to a girl like me and I let my insecurities take over."

But if I don't get a handle on them soon, it will ruin everything between us. I close my eyes as his mouth moves to my neck and inhales me. "Does this help clear things up? I love the way u smell I fucking breath u like oxygen and u don't have fucking idea what it means to me" My heart takes off in a gallop

An angry throat clearing, makes us both jolt.

"What the fuck—" Faisu growls at the same time I screech, "Oh my god."