Growing Up with Dallas || C.D.

Nineteen

I sat there quietly in the park as Kyle tried to comfort me. Gosh I feel so bad. I'm such a slut.

The moment I walked out of the house I couldn't take it with Cameron anymore.

-flashback-

I ran downstairs trying to dry my tears away. I tried my best not to make eye contact with Cameron.

"Hey, where are you going?!" He asked getting in front of the front door.

"Out"

"Where?" He crossed his arms.

"Some where that you don't need to worry about" I snapped.

"You're not leaving" I looked at him then turned my head to the back door.

I looked at him and ran to the back door. He started laughing as he blocked it to.

"You can never beat me"

"Let me out now Cameron"

"Why? Stop being such a baby and go to sleep"

I just couldn't take it anymore. I was so angry so I slapped him across his face.

His smile faded and anger was in his eyes as I felt scared. "Leave me alone Cameron"

I turned to go to the front door and as I opened it I stood there just looking at him.

Smiling because I beat him:)

-flashback over-

"So, what did you want to tell me" Kyle said hugging me around my waist. "They aren't coming till 10. So we have eight more minutes" he chuckled.

"Kyle I almost did a horrible mistake" I brought my hands up to my face crying.

"Hey hey hey, just tell me and I'll understand"

"No but the thing is that you will never forgive me for this"

"Yes I will. Even tho we aren't dating."

"Kyle before I say this I just want to say one thing. I love you and you're the thing that's making me alive right now. You have no idea"

"Okay, you're scaring me now"

"I-I almost lost. Gosh" I looked at the ground. "I almost lost my virginty to Cameron"

I waited for a scream in my face but it was completely silence.

I looked at him and he was looking the other way.

I put my hand on his chin and brought his face to mine giving him a passionate kiss.

Surprisingly he kissed back and I just couldn't let go.

He pulled away and looked at me. "Why? I mean we're not even dating and you're telling me this"

"Kyle. If I was your girlfriend my eyes and my everything would be yours. I'll be loyal. I'll be a good girl"

"I really don't know about us. I mean, I can't he mad at you because we're not dating. But I'm your friend so here's my opinion. You're 16 and how old is he?" He waited for an answer.

"He just turned 20 in September"

"Yea that's for years but that really does make a difference. If you were 20 and he was 24. That would okay or 18 and 22 that's a okay a little but you're not even a women yet. He's growing up"

"I'm just stupid I got caught up with his everything. He's a douche nag but I still fell for him"

"Mmm" he agreed for some odd reason.