Black Lace

No secrets anymore

"Ayesha I saw the news" dad said

Ayesha got scared Zane just sat there

"What happened baby, why, drinking bad for you Ayesha please what happened sweetie" Anthony said in a calm voice

....

Ayesha told dad that Christina was just saying thing about Ayesha but not what since the dad didn't know about the whole Noah thing and the drug thing

"Oh baby don't let her get to you, she trying to and you're letting her show her you're stronger than that, but the whole video if they catch you doing that again that probably will effect you're background and reputation and stuff plus with tom be careful Ayesha there people everywhere"

"Ik dad I'm sorry, just please don't be mad at me"

"Im not mad you Ayesha people make mistakes we're not all perfect"

...

They talked about something's different then they said bye. They went to the car and back to silent Zane pulled up to a park they got out the car and sat on a bench but still... it was silent

"Ayesha" Zane soft voice said

"Hm" she keep looking forward

"I want no secrets anymore, for now on we tell each other everything, we only have each other now and I want no secrets between us" Zane said looking at the people walking

"Ok" she replied back

"Tell me everything Ayesha, was the Noah thing true"

"...."

"Yes, I truly believed I loved him or that I was deeply in love with him... and that he loved me and that him hitting me and cursing me out was him showing me he loved me, that what he told me, and what he was doing was real love. And I believed it so I stayed, cuz I had no one, I don't know what real love is. Or how it's like, how it's feels. And that what I all want, is for someone to show me what it feels like. And I didn't tell you cuz you had stuff going on with mom and everyone plus you were in and out of jail Zane. And once you got out you started to to better so I didn't want to change that"

"Ayes-"

"Yes I lied to you about harming myself, the abuse was bad to the point I felt like I couldn't take it anymore that Noah would be happy if I wasn't there since that what he told me so I believed it, I wanted Noah to be happy I wanted to be the girl that would make him happy so I tried to harm myself so bad, but it failed, that when grandma took me to the hospital and I lied to you guys"

"Everything with mom and dad plus Noah and you I couldn't take it everything was stressing me out to the point that I needed to ease my self that I needed to find a way to forget about everything so I started to drink everyday to the point I would throw up everyday and I couldn't eat without drinking, but eventually drinking couldn't help so I started to steal dad pills and powder I would do them both every 5 days they made me relax when dad wouldn't get any I would steal his money and go find someone just to go buy some, when mom went to jail so I tried shooting (h3ri0n) I started using them often that globs of hair would fall out and my body would be sore to the point I couldn't get out of bed anymore" Ayesha began crying

She sat there with tears in her eyes she felt herself breaking down but she wanted go make herself strong Zane was just staring straight ahead so was Ayesha

"Onc- once dad went to jail me and you got closer and at that moment we only had each other we had to take care of each other so I stopped just so I can care of you right, and not be high all the time not caring cuz ik how that felt and I didn't want you to fall into my path so I stopped for you my life was getting better, ever since I left Noah, my life was getting good but now this,.... I'm scared to go back Zane"

Ayesha began to break down Zane looked at her like he was hurt he hugged her tight, she hugged him back crying into his shoulder

"You won't go back Ayesha I promise " Zane hugged her

"I- I'm sorry I keep secrets from you, i- I was scared Zane" she cried

"I'm not mad Ayesha, I'll never be mad at you"

"I- I slept with Tom I'm sorry Zane I'm sorry"

"Shh Ayesha it's fine, I'm not mad yesh that was you're choice ok, I won't be mad" he keep hugging her

Ayesha was crying while hugging Zane while Zane just put his chin on top of her head. He felt hurt he never knew Ayesha did that, Ayesha would always seem fine and perfect, but she stayed in her room for a while not eating but he didn't think much of it. He regrets for not being there for Ayesha and taking care of her when she needed he felt hate for himself and for Noah

"I promise you Zane no more secrets anymore" Ayesha looked at him

"I promise too"

They pinky promised and kissed their thumbs