Chaos - Spider-verse fan fic

Chapter 35

Monica POV
As the portal open I just fell down seeing myself in my room....
I just got just feeling so much pain....
I just lay on my bed as I felt so much pain in my stomach and my arms...
I just look down seeing  a glass piece in my stomach I just grabbed it as I closed my eyes...
I just groan as I took it off
I just used my powers to heal the cut...
This is my fault isn't it....?
I just lay in the bed as I look at the ceiling...
I'm just trying to hard to be the hero but I just can't make things right at all....
Maybe Miguel is right I'm just pathetic.....
But who cares what he thinks....
I just took of my clothes hopping on the shower after coming out I just got ready to go to the hospital to visit Peter....
After heading there I just walked in seeing him awake
" hey.." I said having a small smile
" your okay." I said
" yeah..." he said giving me a smile
I just walked more in
" so how do you feel?" I asked
" better.." he said
" that's good." I said
As he just looked at me
" hey what happen?" He asked
As he saw the cut I had on the side of my eyebrows and my lip
" oh nothing.." I said
" this isn't about me this about you I'm just glad your okay." I said giving him a smile
I just looked at him feeling guilty
" I'm sorry..." I said
" about what?" He asked
" I'm the reason why your in this mess..." I said
" you could've been safe In the avenger compound but you didn't took the job Peter..." I said
" why didn't you?" I asked
" maybe cause it's was far from home..." he said
" I don't want to be away from you or my aunt may" he said
" but none of this wouldn't happen at all..." I said
" I know..." he softly whispered
" Monica..."
I turn around seeing aunt May standing there
" can I talk to you for a second..." she said
As I nod and walked out of the room
" so what exactly happen?" She asked
" with what?" I asked
" you probably know who did this to Peter" she's said
" I'm being honest with you I don't know" I said
" don't lie to me cause Peter was out there just trying to be a hero" she said
This whole time she knew he was Spider-Man?
" so you know that your nephew is Spider-Man?" I said
" of course and also know that your also spider women..." she said
" I don't know what your talking about..." I said
" stop with the lies Monica..." she said
" is really obvious..." she said
" also could tell that  your not from here are you?" She asked
" and is also obvious how you have a small thing with Peter.." she said
" and there could be a possible chance that you got him into this mess..." she said
" no your right... it is my fault..." I said
" I'm the reason why he's here in the hospital..." I said
" but don't worry... he won't get hurt anymore... I just stay out of his way if I have to..." I said giving her a small smile and just walked away...
She did had a point this was my fault all of it was....
I don't think there was a real reason to bring Peter into this mess....
As
I just stop walking just feeling odd...
I just felt so sick....
But I just took a deep breath and just walked out....
Well that was a strange thing....