Over Her Head - An SVU fic

27.The morning after

This is going fast. I won't say how many more chapters but it's gonna be crazy. Anyway, let's get to it. Dick Wolf owns SVU and Me? Well I own the imagination that makes all this lovely entertainment possible, enjoy.

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Another night spent sleepless. That sums up my life these days. I went all night wondering if Thomas was out there somewhere and it left me feeling paranoid to say the least, is this what my life has come to? Being basically afraid to leave my house because he might be 'out' there? But that's exactly what he wants and like a scared fool, I keep giving it to him.

I ended up not having the abortion yesterday because I was afraid of what he might do, I know that Julia has offered me protection but I don't think even she can promise me that Thomas will leave me alone, look at him, he says that he accepts and he says goodbye; he even apologized for the way he's treated me but that's not Thomas; God I just need a way to do this, that's all I'm asking. I don't care what happens after, I'll deal with it. I just need a way to...

"Fin." I said off the top of my head. I could take Fin with me; but then I'd have to explain that I'm pregnant and...

"Amanda you're doing it again. You can't protect him..."

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At Julia's apartment, Nick was waking up after the night's events, slightly hung over but he did remember last night; him and Julia. He sexed her all night long and right now, waking up with memories from his conversation with Olivia, he was ready to do it again as he reached for her only to be met by a cold bed as he reached for her.

"Julia..." He looked around, taking in the lavish bedroom suite drew his naked body out of bed. Just then Julia emerged from the bathroom, having just emerged from the shower with no towel on.

"Hi." She said.

"Hi. You're wet."

"Yes I am and don't you look delectable?" She said as she approached him, tracing his collarbone with her finger.

"Do I now?" Nick asked.

"Mmm hmm. In fact. I'm glad that you're... Up."

"Oh yeah."

"Yeah"

"Why is that?"

"Because I...want you..." She kissed his lips then made her way behind his ear. "To feel every inch..." She took his penis in her hand and stroked it, paying special attention to the head.

"Of what I'm about to do to you."

"Fuck!" He said, sucking his breath in through his teeth and she smiled. With that she dropped to her knees and teased his balls with her tongue while she stroked his dick before taking them in her mouth while he stood there moaning.

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After having spent the night not sleeping, Olivia got up from her spot on the sofà and opened the drapes looking out on the morning sky.

Gray. She thought, thinking it was exactly how she felt.

"So I was just what? Playing the fool?" He asked, wiping his eyes.

"What? No...Nick that's not at all why I told you!"

"Then what?!" He yelled. "Cuz I'm here feeling like the biggest ass on earth for the third time in a week so please, tell me what was the point of telling me that the day before I caught you with him..."

"Don't yell at me."

"Don't yell? Are you kidding me?!"

"I knew this was a mistake."