Austin's POV
Me: my window will be unlocked at eight tonight.
Shawn: I knew you'd come around.I show Vince and he says "what did you do now?" I say "I'm allowed to have some fun, right?" He says "I think it'll be good for you" shrugging. I say "maybe." Vince says "anyway, have you tried the roll up we put in last night?" I say "no, but I don't think it'll be horrible." Vince says "I tried it and it is." I say "honey, it's literally legs and core. You're capable. We'll work on it later" shrugging.
Vince says "if I think of something better, can we switch it?" I say "yeah, that's already shaky at best" chuckling. The guy from yesterday comes in and sits next to me saying "what did I miss?" One of the guys at the table say "Vince has a boyfriend and they speak nonsense." I laugh saying "wrong and wrong." Vince says "we are absolutely not together and our speech is out of context for you because you don't know the whole story."
The guy from yesterday looks at me saying "Veronica is single now?" I say "she always has been. She's all yours" rolling my eyes and he says "wasn't sure they realized that, thought I should point it out." He winks at me and I bite my lip, Vince looking at me. Then I get a text saying:
Eric: hey, how's your day so far?
Me: it's good, just preparing to deal with Veronica this afternoon.
Eric: you'll be ok, baby. What's the worst that could happen?
Me: she could out me...
Eric: oh baby, I'm sorry. Just focus on yourself and it'll be ok.
Me: I know, maybe I'll say something before she does. I'm not ready yet though.
Eric: it'll be ok, I'm sure she won't do that to you. For now, just keep your head down, do your work, and maybe you'll sort it out in some form later. Ok?
Me: ok, I like you.
Eric: I like you too <3I sigh saying "I'm gonna head to class, I'll see you guys later" and I push off of pretty boys shoulder as I get up. I squeeze his shoulder and I walk off. I know his eyes are on me and I start walking to class early. Then I hear footsteps behind me. I then turn around to confirm it's him then I go into the bathroom. He locks the door behind us and pulls me right in. He says "you can't just do me like that and not give me anything in return." I giggle and he kisses my neck softly.
I bite my lip and he rests his hands on my cheeks as he kisses my lips. I bite his bottom lip and he smiles saying "you're so good at this" rubbing my hip. I lift his shirt and I look him over for a minute. I say "damn, you look so good" kissing him and he takes his shirt off. I do the same and he says "damn." I get down on my knees, pulling his sweatpants down.
I stand up and he wipes spit from my bottom lip with his thumb. He sticks his thumb in my mouth saying "god, you're so good at this" as I suck his thumb. I kiss him saying "mmm, you taste so good" and he smiles, pulling me nice and close to him. He says "you're so fine" and I say "I don't even know your name" his hand resting on my neck. I bite my lip as he squeezes gently. He says "I'm Chris." He kisses me and I say "Austin" against his lips. I put my shirt on and I leave.
Guess I'm in my whore era...
I go to class and I sit in an empty seat in the back. This jock looking guy is next to me and he nods at me. I bite my lip and and I wink at him. If I want to keep talking to Eric, I have to stop with these guys. The teacher leaves and I hear a "hey, Austin?" I say "Veronica." She says "how's Eric?" I say "what's it to you?" Veronica says "well, since I can't have him. I was wondering how he was doing? He's so fine, isn't he? I'm so jealous you're sucking him off and I'm not, or are you even bi like you say you are?"
I say "god, you're such a two faced bitch. When will you get it through your head that that you don't need revenge when you don't get your way?! You're an asshole. You tell me what I think as if you know everything about me when you don't! You're hoping I'm bi at least, so you still have a chance but you don't!" Veronica says "I do know everything about you! You want me to say more or is you being a faggot good enough?"
I say "now, I'm curious as to see what else could be so damning to me that you know?" She says "uh, I..." I say "hmm, if you know everything, it's surprising that you didn't know I've slept with your brother" getting up and she says "you son of a bitch! I thought we were friends." I say "you called me a faggot and accused me of using Eric to figure out my sexuality when I've known and just didn't tell you. We're not friends, see you in hell" grabbing my stuff.
Veronica says "I still love you" and I say "like I care. Thanks for outing me, you bitch" walking out of the room. I go out to my car and hit my head on the steering wheel. I text Eric saying:
Me: I thought she wouldn't but she did it. God, I'm so stupid. I should've known.
Eric: she outed you? Jesus Christ, I'm sorry, baby. My chaotic side is saying to get revenge, but my non chaotic side should comfort you.
Me: you're funny. I mean, can't get too much revenge without making you jealous.
Eric: I can be jealous for a bit, I'll win you over eventually. We're not together, I have no right go away you in any direction.
Me: I'm gonna head home early, I can't be here anymore. Maybe take a nap, maybe a shower. Probably both.
Eric: that sounds good, babe. Just chill for a bit.
Me: I love your validation, baby.Then I get another text from my dance teacher saying:
Jacklyn: don't respond cause I'll feel bad because I know you're at school. Camp will start on Monday July 3 and will end Sunday July 30, which will be the performance. You've done camp before, you know how it works. Sundays off, plan your schedule around Friday afternoon and Saturday morning. Keep Saturday afternoons off or if you want to do a trip with your group, we'll have the company mini bus. You are allowed to drive it since you will be eighteen. If you have questions, message me after 2:15 so I have deniability.
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Ficción GeneralA love for Hip Hop, girl drama, and a chronic boy obsession is what makes up Austin's life.