Rumors
What happened that night kept on replaying in my mind, 24/7.
Napangiti ako habang inuulit na naman ang pangyayari sa aking isipan.
But that night, what happened gave me hopes. And minsan... masakit ang magkaroon ng pag-asa.
Because sometimes, when we see that there's a hope, we expect that the ending will be in our favor.
Every night outs, pag after games at panalo, o di kaya ay nagka ayaan lang, I was hoping that we will talk again.
But he never show up again.
We go out again tonight and wala na naman si Mav, kagaya nung mga nakaraan.
Nalaman ko lang kanina kay Lou na matagal na palang bumalik sa South Korea si Mav para sa basketball league na kasali siya. Kinabukasan din nung gabing yon, umalis na siya. Matagal ko nang gusto itanong sa kanila kung bakit hindi siya nakakasama, but I have no guts to do it. Si Lou na mismo lang ang nagsabi sa akin. Maybe he noticed the disappointment in my face everytime that there's no Mav in our night outs.
"Bottoms up Jah!" hiyaw ni kuya Ver.
I smirk and drink all of what's in my glass. Medyo hilo at antok na ako but I wanna get wasted tonight. Hindi ko pa nararanasan iyon at gusto kong maranasan! Besides, my brother and friends are there so I've got nothing to worry about. Sa condo ko ulit sila matutulog. And this time, lahat sila! Boys will be like sardines sa iisang king size bed sa guest room ng condo ko. While me and Di will sleep peacefully sa kwarto ko.
My relationship with kuya Jaever is now fine. While on our way to Bulacan, we exchanges apologies. We both cried while saying sorry to each other. He didn't brought up the topic with Mav so I didn't too. He just said he's sorry for being an asshole, and I said sorry for being a bitch.
Now, bati na kami ang we came back to normal. And I am so damn happy about it.
My goal and mission tonight didn't happen. I just wanna forget him kahit ilang minuto lang. But alcohol is like a fuel added to my burning mind that keeps on thinking about him.
Lumabas ako sa balcony ng condo ko nang hindi pa rin dalawin ng antok. Lights were off in my condo's living room. Alas tres na rin at panigurado tulog na ang mga kasama ko. I didn't know how they fit in that one king size bed eh walo sila doon.
Hindi man lang ako dapuan ng pagkalasing o antok kahit pa napaka dami kong nainom.
I opened my Instagram. Pinublic ko na 'to nung gabing yon, but I didn't follow him. And I am a big bitch liar if I say that I am not waiting for his follow on my account.
He didn't. But his sister did follow me.
Mave is a big girl now. She's been living with their parents abroad, based on what I saw on her stories.
I double tapped Mave's newest post. It's her month's dump photos. I smile as I swipe. I zoomed in his face sa family photo nila na nasa beach. Mav is topless and nakaakbay sa kapatid with their parents behind them.
Napawi ang ngiti ko nang may makitang comment kung saan nag reply si Mave. It's a top comment and maraming likes.
weinidi.lanzo: Looking pretty as always, Mave. Miss u <3
maverelleja: Thanks ate Wei.
I clicked on the account's profile.
weinidi.lanzo✓ 120 100k 1,790
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Model•Nature Advocate | 24 | 🇵🇭🇪🇸 based on South Korea
I look at her account's posts and highlights. Nagising ang diwa ko nang makita si Mav sa iilan doon. Though puro lakad barkada naman, madalas ay katabi niya itong Weinidi.
