Falling for Temptation (A Kakashi Hatake story) Naruto fanfic

Special Chapter 3

A/n: So you know the song I won't Say I'm in Love? Yeah, this chapter is like an imagine one, imagine Nhira singing it and the voices in her head rebutting her. We'll name the voice Lust. She appeared in a previous chapter too. Also, I'm using Jada's cover of it, her voice is so pretty!

       She was in a garden filled with white flowers, towering fountains flowing with silver water, and ruins. Of white marble foundations and jade floors. A beautiful, haunting place.

(Yes, I know. No one wears that in a garden but this is an imagine scenario okay? Go along with it.)

Nhira: If there's a prize for rotten judgement. I guess I've already won that.

       'After all, I've made one shitty decision after another and now I'm stuck in a dilemma.'

Nhira: No man is worth the aggravation. That's ancient history, been there, done that!

       Once bitten, twice shy.

      The faces of her ex haunted her at times. 'Didn't I swear off of love to avoid that mistake?'

Lust: Who'd'ya think you're kiddin'. He's the Earth and heaven to you. Try to keep it hidden. Honey, we can see right through you.

Nhira: Oh, no.

Lust: Girl, ya can't conceal it. We know how ya feel and who you're thinking of.

Nhira: No chance, no way. I won't say it, no, no.

       Her arms waved swiftly and harshly into the open space, as if to cut the thoughts away. Shaking her head stubbornly. The voice in her head was bothering her again.

  
     She sat by a fountain and brought out a small picture of his that she'd stolen fromm his wallet. She couldn't control the smile or the sighs, that seemed to come natural at the thought of him.

Lust: You swoon, you sigh. Why deny it, uh-oh.

Nhira: It's too cliche. I won't say I'm in love. I thought my heart had learned its lesson.
It feels so good when you start out.
My head is screaming get a grip, girl.
Unless you're dying to cry your heart out.

       The grip of her hands on her head was tight as she desperately shook herself awake from her delusion. She pulled and tugged at her hair, feeling her nails dig into her scalp.

Lust: You keep on denying. Who you are and how you're feeling. Baby, we're not buying. Hon, we saw ya hit the ceiling

Lust: Face it like a grown-up. When ya gonna own up. That ya got, got, got it bad

Nhira: No chance, now way. I won't say it, no, no.

       She was in denial.

Lust: Give up, give in. Check the grin you're in love.

      She pictured him smiling, a smile that lit up her world.

     Only to swat her lovestruck grinning reflection from the water.

Nhira: This scene won't play, I won't say I'm in love.

Lust: You're doin flips read our lips. You're in love.

Nhira: You're way off base. I won't say it. Get off my case. I won't say it.

Lust: Girl, don't be proud. It's O.K. you're in love

'The flowers are pretty.' She thought as she stood in the midst of colourful, poisonous flowers all in their glorious full blooms.

Nhira: At least out loud, I won't say I'm in love.