ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴀᴢᴇ • ᴠᴍɪɴ & ᴛᴀᴇᴋᴏᴏᴋ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

32. Feelings That Stay

The cigarettes died down and none of them had spoken a word, admiring the silence and the night view in front of their eyes on the balcony.

"I love how I can enjoy silence with you." Jungkook said lastly, smiling at his friend who crushed the buds under his feet, humming.

"That's the best I can give someone." Saying this he faced the sky again and Jungkook chuckled.

"You're seriously one of your own." Jungkook shook his head as he said with a smile.

"Anyway I'm relieved that the night is over."

"Relieved?" Dowoo asked ironically.

"Yeah, for now at least. I wanna be busy as hell man, my mind is killing me." Jungkook groaned, turning around to put his back against the wall of the balcony and elbows on either side.

"I miss us all four together." Jungkook whispered hopefully and Dowoo just looked away at the city sky.

"What's there to miss? You haven't even known us for that long." As V whispered Jungkook chuckled.

"That's the only difference between us two I guess. One misses out on things and one doesn't even know what he misses."

V had no reply to that.

"I miss us four having a good time." Jungkook added and looked at his friend for a clue.

"What's wrong between you and Jimin?" Jungkook then asked and V looked down at the ground and then up, sighing.

"Wow, that tells a lot." Jungkook commented.

"Come on man, you know we can share things with each other." Jungkook insisted and V moved his hand through his hair.

"What do you wanna know?"

"Anything, everything that can be shared, first being what went wrong? You two were pretty close."

"Nothing was ever fine. It's just the weight of his feelings that I had to carry all my life. He fell for the wrong guy." That's all the elder twin whispered when he faced his friend who had nothing much to know. It was enough to come from a man of few words.

"You're not a wrong guy nor is he, maybe the time was wrong or everything else around you two. I wish you two never lose what you have and that's a beautiful bond." Jungkook whispered and V just looked down, fiddling his hands in his pocket to take out another cigarette but Jungkook held his hand to resist him.

"You should talk more often, this won't help much." Jungkook whispered and V just looked at his face blankly.

"Maybe the day you will start talking out loud V, it won't be that tough. You endure a lot, you just go through it all on your own. Sharing won't make you look weaker, well in my case not at all. So if you think of me as a friend. I'm also here to hear it all." As Jungkook spoke V literally lost himself in the trance.

He barely gets people reminding him about his vulnerability which he thought didn't exist but it does and Jungkook too knew everyone had that and it's no shame to show it or let it out. At least with your own people.

"It's late, I should be leaving. Love you mate, don't drain yourself too much." Jungkook said casually and stepped in to pull his friend in a hug, tapping his back several times.

"See you tomorrow, consider coming over for a drink." He lastly said after pulling away and V nodded.

"Sleep well."

Jungkook then gave him a slight tap before walking away to the door and V was still processing his words.

"Tell your brother to call me once he wakes up." Jungkook said lastly before closing the door and V simply gave him a thumbs up.