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27. What Am I?

Sometimes not knowing much is the best because not all the time what we know benefits us in a way.

Like for now Taehyung who is just as fine as he could be because certainly he doesn't know what was going on at the other end of the stream.

But could Jungkook do anything other than that? He probably couldn't.

Why? Well, he had his own reasons and one being his complications. He couldn't find a way out of the dark tunnel he got lost in since Taehyung decided to suddenly not be a part of his life.

He still wonders why, tossing his phone aside as he laid on the couch of his apartment, thinking of the events of the day that were certainly driving him crazy.

He should lose hope at this point but why was he still staring at his phone and waiting for a call?

"Oh why are you doing this to me…" The poor guy whispered to himself as he stared blankly at his screen, his contact shown.

He debated before calling him but he was at the verge of losing hope because after literally asking him face to face he was slapped on with pure silence, what else could he wish for?

He put his phone on his chest, staring up at the ceiling, thinking of the possibilities of him hurting him.

He had been relentlessly doing this but was still clueless. 

They were just perfect together, weren't they? 

Jungkook finally felt like the missing spark of his life was finally lightened up by the other, they would spend time together, go on ice cream dates and Jungkook would treat him with his favorite mint choco which he later learnt that the other one absolutely hated but there he was still having it for him.

This had a smile spreading on Jungkook's face, how couldn't he notice his hesitation of taking the cone everytime. Maybe Jungkook just didn't pay much attention to it before that time.

His smile dropped just as fast, taking a deep breath as he kept recalling each and every moment spent with him.

The exhibition, the football game, all those days of them in the art class, them then decorating the venue together being just as silly, everything was perfect till then until-

Until the girls asked if they were dating.

Jungkook sat up all of a sudden.

His frown tensed as he stared into space, sparing his attention back to that time. The last time they were together this fine and all he could see was a slightly hyperactive Taehyung, out of what he didn't know.

Jungkook wandered his eyes into the empty space, his mind was going in every depth he knew he shouldn't take it to.

His frown soon disappeared to a tender look, it seemed something more than he actually knew and all the poor boy could do was carry his phone again, gulping his hesitation down to finally bring himself to type a text.

"Hey Tae! Can we please talk?"

And he has never been this eager before.

~♡~

The blonde was with his bestie at his place, both in his room as they talked about things with ice cream cups in each hand until Taehyung got distracted by the buzzing of his phone, a text just came by.

Taehyung peeked to the other side of the bed, his bestie sitting just right in front of him on the chair of his study table. Just as he opened to check who texted he suddenly paused.

"Who's it?" Jimin asked curiously, filling his mouth with a scoop full of ice cream.

"Jungkook." And Taehyung whispered with a monotonous tone.