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48. Conflicts With No Conclusion

Unfortunately Taehyung had seen and heard the entire situation which he wished he didn't do.

Everything was just way too perfect, he and Jungkook were spending a lot of time together, they were showing all their love to each other, inseparable in all aspects until this happened.

To say Taehyung was hurt would be an understatement.

They had talked about this many times but still there's a part of Taehyung that was not convinced, maybe he let his emotions aside to not ruin what they have.

But sometimes it's too much.

First, Jungkook is not comfortable with them being public, which he supported, they didn't need to be public to be a perfect couple but they came to a point where Taehyung couldn't even hang out or cling around his man like they used to do before when they were just friends.

And second, every single person would have the audacity to walk to Jungkook and ask him out because of course he is perfect and no one around knows he's actually taken and he won't even let anyone know that he is taken by this certain blonde he claims to call his best buddy.

All the past events came flashing right in front of Taehyung's eyes, almost like an attack. It took away all the happiness he was feeling a while ago. All he was left with was a bunch of insecurities coming right in front of his eyes in the form of flashbacks.

"Why are we like this? Why can't I hold you when I want to? Why can't we just be like that? How can anyone get so close to you but not me? Tell me, Jaehoon, why?" Taehyung cried, holding onto the hem of the taller guy's shirt.

It was his first love; he ended up giving the privilege to this guy to kiss him and touch him whenever he wanted to but they would light up only in the dark or away from people's eyes.

"Why can't you understand this? I have told you I can't risk letting anyone know we are a thing."

"But we kiss when no one is around, you treat me with love only when no one is around, I hate how this is going. I love you, why can't we be like everyone else?"

"Because what we have is not something that's worth showing!" Jaehoon yelled and Taehyung had tears building up in his eyes.

"As soon as we pass highschool, I don't know you and you don't know me. It was you who came to me and claimed to love me and yet I still didn't reject you and if you're still not happy with what we have, we can quit it right here right now. I am not even interested in letting anyone else know I would ever even think of you like that."

Taehyung kept looking at the other one with disbelief in his teary eyes as the guy removed Taehyung's hands from his shirt.

"And stop fucking following me. I ignore you because you are sometimes too much, and I hate that, your face, it fucking irritates me sometimes. Now if you follow me again, it won't be nice for you." Saying this the guy named Jaehoon stepped back and turned around to leave him like that, crying with hands frozen yet eyes runny.

It's been months of him being used like that, treated like a toy just to keep that guy he loved wholeheartedly only for him to treat him like trash.

It broke him into a million pieces. It broke his desire to ever love or his hope to be loved.

And that breaking part of him was one of the reasons Dowoo was suspended for a week for beating that male after finding this out. If they didn't stop Dowoo, maybe he could have killed the guy for having his brother turned into a living corpse like that.

It took Taehyung time to be like back before yet took Dowoo and Jimin all their efforts to bring him back to believing in himself to the day he turned into an unbearably sassy confident guy. Maybe he pretended to be one all this while to not seem like someone who is  prone to get hurt but deep inside he is the same sensitive softie who gets hurt easily and who cries easily.