ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴀᴢᴇ • ᴠᴍɪɴ & ᴛᴀᴇᴋᴏᴏᴋ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

40. Wish I Could Make You Stay

"Dowoo... stay."

That very moment V realized the importance of word stay.

He didn't know the weight of it before then. He didn't know how much courage it would have taken for Jimin to say it to him. He didn't realize it all before then.

Because he struggled to say the same.

No matter how hard he would try, he would never have the courage to ask him this.

But how would he know if he won't try?

He wanted to say this to Jimin when he caught his worried site at the door of the infirmary, a worried baby chick looking in his way with his softest gaze possible, always on for his Dowoo which for sure was impactful for this guy as well.

V literally forgot what pain is to see Jimin worried. He wanted him to stay so that Jimin could see on his own that he's alright but Dowoo just couldn't dare say it.

Maybe it's better to stay away when feelings have found no end to them, when they can't understand themselves.

Ease is when the heart is at peace and for Dowoo it was certainly missing.

Even his knee wasn't as painful as his thoughts but there's an irritation to it, irritation of not being able to understand his own emotions. And he had struggled with it all his life.

Maybe he would for a while.

This stayed the same for him throughout the night until he didn't realize when he fell asleep to the slight audible sound of the music coming from his brother's room.

Only if he knew what else was coming, well, V is a master at sleeping even under a loud speaker so those music sounds didn't mean a damn thing, perhaps there's only one enemy of his sleep at times and that being a little guy and his thoughts.

As if it was any better for Jimin who was twisting and turning himself on the bed, searching for a comfortable position because his thoughts took that away from him.

All he could wonder about was V and his well being. He dared to walk away after leaving him in infirmary with Jungkook and Taehyung but not a single second of the day passed away where he didn't think about the other.

But again he would want his brain to shut up and help him sleep because certainly the other doesn't care so why would he.

But he can't, he does care, he does a lot.

Other than these two were the other two who luckily could sleep so well, maybe better than anyone after that special night.

They had just taken their relationship to a next level and there's no going back for sure.

And just like this, it was soon a Sunday morning and the twin's house was at peace till late morning, Dowoo asleep on his own and the pair of sick lovers in the other room.

The inseparable souls were busy cuddling with Jungkook hugging Taehyung from the back, slowly leaving his slumber when he grew conscious of his surroundings yet still too lazy to even open his eyes.

In his subconscious state all he could feel was a body in his arms with his one arm working as a pillow for the other, his side face over the other's side face with limbs all over his warm body.

That very moment Jungkook had a natural instinct to just melt into it and kiss his shoulder and neck, side of his face repeatedly until the other one changed his expressions to slightly annoyed, losing his slumber with them.

Jungkook continued, continuously kissing and squeezing the other tighter in his arms to only earn whiny sounds from him which caused him to smile lazily and open his eyes.