ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴀᴢᴇ • ᴠᴍɪɴ & ᴛᴀᴇᴋᴏᴏᴋ ꜰᴀɴꜰɪᴄᴛɪᴏɴ

18. Like Crazy

Feeling lost and drained by his own mind. There's only one thing that V could think of and it was to take his pack of cigarettes and fuse a couple of it on his balcony.

He couldn't comprehend a lot. He hated to admit he liked the taste of that skin, those lips and even-

Even he doesn't know why he took a backflip from his feelings to have a cigarette in between his fingers while staring at the night sky until it was dawn.

It's not the first time he has felt this way. All of that Jimin has, it's all intriguing to him in a way. Everything.

But something about that night changed some part of him he wanted to keep hidden, for maybe as long as possible. Because it's that part that had been fluttering and speaking words of its own. That part being his heart.

Now a couple of nicotine bars died down on the floor, smoke rings above his head in the earlier down and suddenly a shuffle coming from the background caused him to turn his head.

That shuffle caused by his brother, tossing and rolling down his couch and eventually ending up on the floor, groaning at the pain throbbing in his bottom that kinda woke his drunken ass up.

Dowoo turned to look at his brother unimpressed, the poor little twin wincing and palming his bottom as he spotted his brother away in the balcony.

"Huh? You woke up early?" The younger twin asked in a husky voice and the elder just grinned bitterly.

Woke up early? Man hadn't closed his eyes for a minute the whole night.

"Help me up." The younger then groaned, showing his hand stretched out for the other one to hold and help him get up.

The third cigarette of the night had been fussed by the elder under his feet as he walked towards his brother to take him by holding him under his shoulders to help him get up.

"Help me get to my room." The younger brother whined with a bit of slumber still heavy on his head while the elder brother decided to ignore and let go of him who tripped slightly.

"Piggy please?"

And Dowoo was not even in a mood for any quarrel so he just showed his back to the others to hop on so that he could take him to his room.

The younger one almost dozed off on his back again but V couldn't let it be and threw him on his bed like that besides Jimin.

Hard for him to not spare his attention to Jimin sleeping peacefully after taking away all his will to ever close his eyes because he certainly knows only the flashbacks of the night would keep hunting him.

The pair of best friends cuddled like that and the elder decided to just leave and turn the lights off before going out to pull his shoes on.

He needed to disappear before Jimin could wake up because certainly it was not easy to face him and the only place in his mind to escape was Jungkook's.

He regrets leaving his place in the first place. Like why did he out of the blue decide to leave? Just to only end up in a loophole of a situation he couldn't even name something.

Walking back to Jungkook's place became his early morning walk, man not forgetting to get his friend his morning bread and milk from the door as he walked in again as if nothing happened.

Opening the door and shutting it after kinda caused Jungkook to shuffle on his couch to look up at his friend with bread and milk.

"Oh did you wake up early?"

Voila. The poor black haired could only shake his head as he chuckled at his friend's question.

"Yeah, I wanted to start Messi's schedule for today."