Dean's POV:
It had been, 9 minutes, and I knew she was already gone. I walked up the stairs in her house, the walls were filled with pictures. Tears welled in my eyes, she was gone. I started uncontrollably sobbing and walked up the stairs, I ran into the bathroom. I slammed the door but it flew back open, I banged on the wall. " Sonofabitch!!!" I screamed. I heard Sam rushing up the stairs as I screamed her name. Sam grabbed me, and held me in his arms. " Sh, Dean. She's gone." I sobbed and fell to the floor. "Sam, I-its my fault. I got captured. And now she's-" I stopped knowing Sam was just standing and staring eyes widened. " Dean, it's gonna be okay. I know she's gone, but we can't do anything. And it's not your fault." I looked at him, then noticing I had not read that not she had given me. I reached into my pocket and pulled it out to read,
Dean. I know you will miss me, but don't try to bring me back. It will only make things worse, I have always loved you and Sam. Please, don't beat yourself up about my death. I will always be there with you and Sam, also, tell Cas thank you for healing me. Anyway, Dean. I want you to be happy. Let this note be a symbol of my love to you and Sam. You both are my family, and Mary. Tell Mary to look on her dresser, I left my recipie for pie in there. I love ya'll and wish you the best life you could ever wish for.
Love, (Y/N).
The tears had still not left my eyes, as I handed Sam the note. After a minute, he started crying too. " I'm such a baby, I haven't cried in a while." I said laughing. " People cry not becuase they are weak, but because they have been strong for too long." I heard (Y/N)'s Mom say from behind us. I gave a warm smile to her as I stood up and gave her a hug.---------------------
It had been about 6 months, and I expected her to come back by now. 'Why do I have my hopes up? I just can't get over her!' I scream in my sleep sometimes, only when I can even manage to sleep. When I'm awake, I wait to go comfort her when she has nightmares. Everyday, I go out to her car and keep it in good condtion. Sam can't seem to move on either, he doesn't show it, but I know he misses her. I watch her favorite movies every night, I listen to her favorite song, which just happens to be one of Asia's. I wish I could see her one last time. Kiss her one last time. Hold her one. Last. Time. I felt I needed to talk to someone so I prayed to Cas. 'Cas, I need help, man. I need to talk.' And with that, he showed up. " Hello Dean." " Cas, you gotta help me, I can't live without her... She was my-" I stopped and thought, what was she to me. " Cas, I loved her." His smile widened. " Why are you smiling?" I said. " It was obvious from the beginning, really. I'll see what I can do." And with that he left.
-----------It had been a whole year without (Y/N), and I had learned to push the emotions down and away. Mom had walked into the kitchen with Apple Pie, probably (Y/N)'s Recipe. " Pie Dean." Mom said, holding the tray out for my to take a peice. " Not hungry." I said sternly. " Look, Dean. I know you miss her, but you might have to think of the idea. She isn't coming-" "Don't finish that sentence." I felt bad for yelling. But before I could apologize, Mom walked back into the kitchen with the pie. I sat at the dining room table, I was staring at the ground, when I saw (Y/N). But it wasn't her, it was just another hallucination. I took a huge swig of my beer, and shook my head, knowing it wasn't real.
Sam's POV:I was going to the store to get Dean Pie. I was worried about him latley, I know I missed her too, but he said he kept seeing her. I walked into the section where the pie was, and grabbed the Apple one. That was Dean's favorite, I grabbed another pack of beers. The day was sad and blank, it was raining hard outside. I paid for the items, and brought them to my car. I drove down the road some, and swerved when I saw a figure standing in the rainy streets. I stopped on the side of the road, and got out. I followed the figure who was, standing frozen in the road. I put my arms on who looked like a girl's shoulders. I lead her to the side of the road and stood under a tree, I got a better veiw at her. It looked like (Y/N), " Sam?" I heard her call out. I was frozen in my stance in front of her. " (Y/N)?" " Sam!?!" She wrapped her arms around my neck, and I held her in my arms. " How are you alive?" I asked confused. " Can we get it the car first? I'm freezing, and it's raining...I mean, don't get me wrong...I love the rain. But it's cold." I nodded then realizing we were in the rain. " So, what happened." I asked as we started going down the road. " Um- I woke up under a thick blanket of leaves. It was a little hot outside, so I started walking around. I found the nearest gas station, I asked where I was. I then got a bus ticket from this nice man, and I road the bus with him. I then went to sleep in the woods, and saw Cas, I prayed to him. He said that I needed to come home, but then he disappeared. I left where I was, and started to memorize where I was. I started down the road, until I saw the impala swerve past me. And here we are now." She looked at me, and I looked back. " Dean, needs you (Y/N)." I said pulling into the bunker. "Oh gosh, Dean!" She said pulling the door open and running out of the impala. I followed after her, and told her to wait at the dining room table. " Dean, come here. I need to show you something." He walked towards me, and grabbed the pie from my hands. " Yeah, what is it Sammy." He glanced at (Y/N), but just ignored her as if it was one of his visions. " Dean, she's back." I said signaling to (Y/N). She stood up and walked over to Dean, " Hi Dean." She said in a small voice. Dean reached in his pocket and grabbed the holy water, her arm stayed normal. " Hm, that's a first?" " Dean it's me." She said reaching for his hand. " (Y/N)?" I saw the tears in his eyes. " Dean." She said already crying. She pulled him into a tight hug, " How did you- where have you- what the hell happened?" He said pulling back to look at her. I smiled and walked off to do more research on a case, as I watched them kiss.
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Please Don't Leave Me (Winchesters X Reader)
Fanfiction"A motel down the street, with suspisously stained walls. 40 missed calls from Dean Winchester, and 20 messages from Sam. I'm not going back." (Chapter 23 quote) HEY GUYS PLEASE READ THIS STORY, IVE WORKED REALLY HARD ON IT!!!! Also, please comment...