Never

~Chapter 3~

Why Why Why WHYYYYY

I flopped on my bed looking at my white walls and roof.

"Pass you ok?" Alma's voice came softly from the wall.

"NO!" I whined.

"What happend?" She asked as she let herself in.

"Theres a Spider in my classss, its tall and with brown hair AND HIS NAME IS WILL! The spider also lives next to me" I pouted.

"Spider?" She cocked her head to the side "But dont you want will to notice you?"

"Yea....but" I scoffed. "i guess its anger at the fact that he ignores me now."

"Well....why dont you try talking to him?" She asked.

"AL ITS NOT THAT EASY!" I sat up and pouted.

"Oh cm'on whats so hard?" She gave me the 'really pass look' something we made up

"I cant just walk up to him, what if he has forgotten me, or doesnt want to see me" I looked down and scraped off some of my red nail polish painted on my toes.

"Well...." She looked me in the eyes. "You never know til you try"

With that she got up and left my room. closing the door shut behind her.

You never know til you try.....whyyyyyyy is this sooo hard its not like he hates you, well if he's ignoring you he might...WHY ARE YOU SO STUPID PASS!

I layed back on my bed and then turned to the side where my fanart was and my cannon camera was sitting there. I quickly shot up remembering I have a video I need to film. I make sure I look presentable and then get straight to filming.

"HEY EVERYONE! ITS PASSION" I said cheerfuly. "And today we're talking about! Relationships! and how to start one!" I winked.

"Now first before I start not all relationships are boyfriends and girlfriends and whatever" I gestured my hands "But its also friends siblings and just family in total"

"First off! How to start a relationship!" I smiled. "Now..to get a boyfriend you must become friends with him....I think" I look to the side.

"Im kidding! Not always." I smile. "So to get a friend sometimes it takes the guts just to go up to them and talk, start conversating or relating to them. Get to know them"

"And if its an old friend, just do it" I smile "I mean whats worst!? Having doubts and missery or juts be happy. I mean you can go up to them and ask if they're still friends with you and if they arnt then simply walk away and just carry on with you're life. Worst that could happen is they say no, But they're missing out!"

Time skip to the end of the video.

"Alright thats all I have for today! Be sure to leave a like if this was helpful and leave suggestions in the comments for my next video" I smiled widley with two thumbs up. "Dont forget to subscribe if you havnt already, I post videos daily on advice and DIYS and all the cool shizy shaz, Ill see you all in the next one! Jamata!" I finish off as I wave goodbye

I ended the video and connected my camera to my laptop so I could edit it.

"looks like someone could use some of their own advice!" Alma teased.

"Shut up" I chuckled.

"whats the worst that could happen! They say they're not your friend! Thats it nawh?" she quoted from my video.

"With will its diffrent okay?" I chuckled.

"Why" She rested her head on her hand. "What is sooo diffrent about william."

"I dont know..." I sighed. "BUT IT JUST IS!"

She chuckled and got up. She stop just as she completly disapeared from my room.

"You like him" And with that she left.

My eyes widen at her statment. I quickley got up from my desk and ran to my door.

"DO NOT!" I yelled from my door and closed it.

I sat back down. Maybe I do like will. AH NO BAD PASSION! YOU DONT I continued editing my video until I finished. I then uploaded it to my channel "Passion_Kiss" Was my name. I only had like 20k not much compared to will and his friends, but like I care.... I do.... NO STOP IT PASS! UGH IF ONLY IT WAS THAT EASY.