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Chapter 37 - Act 7 (2)

[Act 7 - Soren Chandler - Age 18]

Once their lips departed, Soren sighed as he sat far away when Kael stirred in his sleep and groaned before going back to slumber again.

'It's not enough...' Soren thought as his fingers grazed over his lips, trying to capture the reminiscent feeling of their lips touching.

He wanted more. More than just touching lips. Something like this could never satiate him. The carnal desire he had been keeping to himself for the past years was slowly surfacing and it wouldn't be long until Soren couldn't keep it inside anymore.

He needs to make Kael his officially in the quickest possible time. He didn't care whatever method may be employed to make it happen but Soren is getting impatient.

Just being treated with something superficial like brotherly affection isn't cutting it anymore. He needs more from Mikhail and it was something their current set-up couldn't provide.

Soren could feel his heart beating quickly in his chest.

It was just a simple kiss and there wasn't even any tongue involved yet he felt like he could finish off with it already.

'Why is he so addicting?' He frowned while looking at Mikhail.

Was this what his lovers before felt too? Was this how that guy he once shared he slept with felt when they were doing it? Slowly, Soren could feel himself get jealous because here he was, trying to restrain himself and do his best to make sure that he was well-loved by Mikhail while other guys were out there getting what Soren wanted all this time.

"I want what they had..." He mumbled as he scooched in beside Mikhail and wrapped his arms around him. Mikhail wouldn't really find this weird once they woke up because Soren used to sneak sometimes at night to sleep with him when they were little.

He then nudged his nose on Kael's neck and smelled the familiar scent of the body wash he constantly used.

'He must've taken a shower and went back to sleep when I was out,' Soren hummed while taking another whiff of the faint scent.

There were a lot of things Soren was mad about. If he was given a chance to change one thing, it would be his age.

If he weren't younger than Kael, he wouldn't be in this predicament of keeping things to himself until he turned of age.

He once heard Kael talk with Ali about how he was attracted to older or mature guys. He liked it when the other party in the relationship was well-mannered and composed.

Soren is all of that, right? The only thing he lacked was him being younger than Mikhail.

Soren wouldn't even try to deny that he wished he switched ages with Allistair. Maybe that way, Kael would see him much more of a potential lover rather than a younger guy who needs care because he was 'not mature enough'.

'Lucky for you, hyung, I wasn't,' he added with a light chuckle.

Come to think of it, why hasn't Allistair made a move on his hyung?

Soren pretty much understood what his brother was feeling towards their benefactor because he always observed the people around Kael. And the glance that Ali occasionally throws in Kael's way was something Soren understood all too well.

He could definitely tell Allistair was holding himself back because it would be dangerous if the two sponsored kids by the Cavallero couple ended up chasing after their one and only prized son like hounds in heat.

Or maybe he was just mature enough not to mess with someone who was not his age.

Not for Soren though. If he was in Allistair's age, he might not be the saint he was right now in front of Mikhail.