Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk

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Jungkook's Pov

You know that feeling when you think something is going to happen today? Well I felt like that as soon as I got out of bed. For some odd reason I was nervous. And the only time I ever get that is when I'm about to face millions of people in the arena.

I took a hot shower to see if it would calm me down. But no, it just made my anxiety rise more than it always was. Did everything to calm me down and clear my mind. But nothing was working. What could be bothering me so bad this morning.

"You okay?" Jimin asked

"No not really. I just have this feeling that something is going to happen. As soon as I woke up I just had major pressure on my chest and my heart racing. But I don't know what it is" I said

"Did you take a hot shower? Sometimes when it happens to me I take one and it calms me down" Taehyung said

"I did that but it just made it worse" I said

"You know what helps?" Yoongi asked

I can just imagine what he's going to say. Nothing good ever comes out of yoongi's mouth.

"What hyung?" I asked

"Sleep and Jerking off" he said

I just rolled my eyes. Everything that comes out of his mouth is always about fucking or sleeping. I haven't had sex with a girl for over a month. I just don't have that drive like I did. The rest of the guys have been getting pussy left and right. But me? I'm not craving it as much as I did before.

And they call me the international Playboy. I don't even get in the mood to jerk off either. Video games and watching anime is what I did when they are out getting laid.

"No thanks hyung. I didn't need it like you all do" I said

"I swear your fucking gay! You never get your dick wet." Yoongi said

My mouth hit the floor.. did he just say that?

"YOONGI!!" Jin yelled

"What? I'm stating the truth! When do you ever see Jungkook have sex? He stays in his room all day and night. Have you seen him with a girl? Cause I haven't... He's probably watching gay porn or hooking up with guys" he said

"Well I'm not gay. I just don't need to fuck all the time." I said

"Suit yourself" Yoongi said

After that conversation with the fuck boy and the rest of the guys. Our driver picked us up since we are going to Hybe to meet Jin's new wedding planner. I still can't believe he's getting married.

Sometimes I wish I was in his shoes and found the love of my life. Planning my wedding and all. But that would never happen. There was only one girl that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with but I fucked that up years ago. My beautiful Raina.

We joked around as we made it to the office where Mr. Song was and the planner. They said she's the best in the business and has been working with models and artists all over the world. And Jin needed to have someone good to plan his special day.

As soon as we got into the office... Mr. Song and the planner were talking about the wedding. He stopped talking and smiled when he saw us walking in.

"Ah, the man of the hour is here!" Mr. Song said

The girl that was sitting across from Mr. Song looked up. Our eyes locked and I felt my heart dropped. No it couldn't be! My Raina?

"Please boys sit" He said.

We all took our seats as I couldn't take my eyes off of her.

She hasnt changed one bit. Actually she is gorgeous! I knew something was going to happen today. And this was it.