Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk

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Raina Pov

Everything was going too perfect. That's what I thought. After me and Jungkook to try to make our realtionship work. It was unbelievable.

He was there for the both of us. Showing nothing but unconditional love. Coming to my home after practice spending time with us and eating dinner as an actual family.

Me and Jungkook would be having sex so much that Im shocked I haven't got pregnant yet. Which I'd be totally fine with.

Its been a couple months now and I thought things would be going to plan. Lucas hasnt bothered me which is definitely heaven sent. And it was time for Lisa's and Felix's wedding.

Lucas was my date that's what we planned. But with his fucked up shit he pulled im glad I had ended it.

So here I am, in the corner of the hall making sure everything is going perfect. Watching the newlywed couple dance to their song they have choosed.

It made my heart melt.

I wish I could experience this.

Jungkook was at practice once again so Mina took Ji-Ho for the day until I got back from work.

My phone dinged

[Jungkook]

Hey baby, I won't be coming over tonight. We are still practice and all. So I'll be sleeping at the dorm with the guys. If I'm not busy tomorrow I'll come by and spend time with you and Ji-Ho.

Reading his text actually hurt me. I had everything planned for tonight. Having a romantic dinner and everything else. Since I told Mina to let Ji-Ho sleep over. But things always end up not going as planned.

[Me]

Okay, no problem babe. Don't practice too hard lol I'll see you tomorrow then.

I slid my phone back in my purse and sat down in the chair. Sipping a glass of the champagne that the servers offered.

I see Lucas on the other side staring at me from his seat. His eyes never leaving mine. I rolled my eyes and turned back to the couple.

Man, if I only can have the moment someday.

While I was looking around making sure nothing was going on. I hear the chair next to me pull out.

I knew exactly who it was and I wasn't going to pay no fucking mind to him.

"You look beautiful" Lucas said

I didn't say not one word to him. I took another sip of my champagne and pulled my phone out.

"Raina, please talk to me" he said

Nothing...

"Look, I'm sorry for what happened between us. I really did care about you and especially I was falling for you. I actually felt bad at what I did. I did see a future with you. But then I walked in on you and you ex boyfri--"

"My boyfriend" I cut him off

"Okay, boyfriend having sex and I felt betrayed. Cause we didn't do that. When you said you weren't ready yet." He said

I stared at Lucas with so much hate it wasn't even funny.

"You were using me for sex Lucas! It was a dare don't you remember? All that shit you pulled saying you liked me and all was just a lie so you can get in my pants. I don't believe anything that comes out of your fucking mouth" I growled

"And you believe your boyfriend? After he crushed your heart over and over again. Broke promises and shit?" She asked annoyed

"For now yes, he's actually trying and being there for me and Ji-Ho. Unlike you who were just wanting to have sex and then leave me. At least Jungkook stayed" I said

"Are you sure about that? You really think he's not playing with you" Lucas said "cause I wouldn't do that

"Bullshit. You did! But your nothing but a fucking player. No wonder why your girlfriend fucking left you" I said

Lucas got really angry and got out of his seat which made it fall to the ground.

Everyone looked even Lisa and Felix.

"Where is your so called boyfriend now?" Lucas yelled

I looked at everyone staring at us and I got embarrassed real quick. I hate being the center of attention even though today it wasn't about me. It was about his sister and her new husband.

"Stop it!" I whispered

"No! Fucking listen to me Raina!" Lucas yelled

"I said stop it! Your causing a scene. I'm working and I don't have time for your jealous baby bullshit" I said low.

But all he did was just continue to yell and repeat himself to make it sink in my mind.

"Lucas!" I said embarrassed.

My face and ears were heating up. My heart was in my throat, I started to sweat in places that I didn't even know could sweat, my foot tapping on the ground, I just wanted to cry.

Yes, I'm a party Planner... I do my work. I don't mind my clients. But the one thing that bothers me when I'm stuck in an issue and all eyes land on me. Like at a special event.

People were whispering and all.. he wouldn't let this go and wouldn't stop yelling. Causing to much of a commotion. Just to get this point across that I didn't want to listen or believe.

"P-please stop" I said holding back my tears.

I have bad anxiety... My fear is attention on me. I freak out and sometimes I have a panic attack. Weird right? For a party Planner to be like this?

It's only if there's a lot of people staring at me. It doesn't happen if there is a small group like 5 people. It only happens when there more than 15 that I freak out.

"Lucas p-please" I said shaking

But he didn't stop.

"No fucking listen to me Raina! This is my way of screaming to everyone here that I'm fucking in love with you! Don't you fucking see that???? Your pushing me away because of a fucking dare that I agreed on when I didn't want to do it when I started getting close to your son and you. I cursed at my friend's for it. I told them I love you! I'm going to keep fighting to win your heart back" he said

Now the tears started to fall. He was screaming so loud that I heard people gasp. My eyes landed on Lisa who looked broken hearted at seeing the state I was in. Felix was getting worried as well and started to walk over to us.

Why is this happening to me?

My ears were ringing and it felt like an elephant was sitting on my chest.

It was getting harder and harder to breathe. It was fucking hot as hell. My vision was blurry. From the tears and my fear.

"Lucas! Stop!" Felix said putting a hand on his shoulder.

But Lucas shook it off and faced me again.

"I won't ever never hurt you again! I fucking love you. And I want to be with you. Shit even get married to you. Call Ji-Ho my son as well. Which your so called boyfriend will tret on your heart over and over again. I'm not like him! Yes I fucking fucked up! But I'm going to fix what I did to you. I'm not like your piece of shit boyfriend who destroyed you and will keep destroying you. You know why!!!!!" Lucas yelled

I just stared at Lucas with tears in my eyes.

He pulled out his phone and Jungkook's picture was on the screen. My eyes widened when I saw it.

"Cause he's fucking cheating on you!!!!" Lucas screamed " he doesn't fucking love you! And your so fucking gullible that you fucking believed it."

And that's when everything went black.