Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk

12.

Raina Pov

After me and Jin were talking, I told him to go walk around and take a breather. He hasn't had anything to eat or drink. He needed his energy and all before he ends up in the hospital as well. And I didn't need no more heartache or stress over someone I love and care for.

Everything is happening all at once that I can't get a breather myself. Between mina, Ji-Ho and Jungkook. This is taking a toll on myself as well. Like I can't get a break.

I can't win either.

Looking at my sister in the hospital with wires and bandages broke me bit by bit. I just wanted to see her smile.

I grabbed her hand as tears strolled down my face. My heart was in my throat, pressure on my chest, shaking like never before. Everything was hurting me.

"M-Mina, I miss you... I-I hope you wake up soon. I don't know what to do without you. I love you so much and seeing y-you this way is b-breaking my heart. Your my rock, my best friend, my savior. I'm dying without you sis. I-I just want to see your beautiful brown eyes looking up at me. J-Jin is worried sick and all most at the p-point of collapsing. Please God, make h-her better and let h-her wake up. P-please" I cried

I rubbed the back of her hand as I buried my face on the bed. Why is this happening to me? What did I do to get punished like this?  Help me! Someone help me... I'm drowning in my own despair and regret.

I fell asleep from crying so hard...

An hour later, my hand was getting rubbed. I thought I was dreaming. I woke up and saw my sister's eyes looking at me.

"Y-your such a cry baby" Mina said weakly

"M-Mina? Is this a dream? A-are you really awake?" I asked

"It's not a dream sis, I'm awake" she said

I dialed Jins number. Shaking so hard that I wasn't even texting right. The words were coming out scrambled.

Mina was still looking at me and I got up and kissed her face all over. Holding her tight against my cheek.

"Get off of me" she said

The door opened hard and there was Jin and the rest of the boys. Except Jungkook.

"B-Baby" Jin cried

I moved out of the way and let Jin hold her and kiss her. It melt my heart and I wished I could have a love that they did. I did at one point but it all went to shit afterwards.

"H-how come you didn't tell me you were pregnant??" Jin cried

A memory came back when I was going to tell Jungkook that I was pregnant. If he would've listened to before he took that call... We would be like Jin and Mina. But no, it never happened.

I had to step out and let them be alone. The rest of the boys went to the cafe. Ji-Ho is who I had to see now. But Jungkook would be there. Who I don't want to be around him anytime soon.

Taking the elevator once again to the 3rd floor. I was dreading every step to his room. He's just going to hurt him and I'm not ready to see the outcome of it.

I swear to God if he tries to do anything to my son. I will kill him with my bare hands. He is not taking Ji-Ho away from me. Since he wasn't there from the beginning. He has no right too.

Finally getting to his room, I looked through the window and I didn't see no sign of Jungkook. I only saw my aunt playing with Ji-Ho. Did he even come by?

Opening the door to his room, a big smile came on my chubby sons face.

"Mommy! I missed you" Ji-Ho said

"I missed you too my baby" I said kissing his head.

I looked at my aunt and mouthed

Did he come by?

She shook her head no with a upset expression on her face.

What a real piece of shit.

"Where's daddy?" Ji-Ho asked

I didn't know how to tell him.. and I hate lying to him. But it had to be done. Jungkook didn't want to be in his life. Cause if he did want too, he wouldve stayed by his side and not leave.

"Um..." I said

Ji-Ho stared at me with his big doe eyes.

How do I tell him?

"H-he had to go bab---"

But the sound of the door opening cut me off. I looked behind me and there was Jungkook with blood shot red eyes and nose. A teddy bear in his left hand, iron man action figure, a balloon.

"I'm right here little man" he said

I rolled my eyes and looked back at my son.

My aunt even looked at Jungkook with so much hatred.

"Oh you finally return after 3 hours" my aunt said

I tried to hold back my laughter but it wasn't happening. My aunt can be a major bitch when she wants too.

Jungkook's face dropped and his face turned white. It was like if he saw a ghost. Face pail,  eyes big and he was rubbing the back of his neck.

"I-I had to um... Stop somewhere" he said

"Hmm that's what they all say" she said

Ji-Ho looked back and forth at all of us Concern written all over his face.

"Mommy? What's happening?" He asked

I rubbed his head and smiled at him.

"Nothing baby, everything is fine" I said

My aunt got up and bumped into Jungkook shoulder leaving the room. He hissed in pain and rubbed the spot were he got hit.

"S-sorry I'm late" Jungkook said

I didn't say a word to him. All I did was kissed Ji-Ho and ran my fingers through his hair.

"Daddy I thought you didn't want to be with me" Ji-Ho said with sad eyes. Looking like he was about to cry.

Seeing him already crying over Jungkook made me angry. This is why I never wanted this to happen. My son was already getting hurt over this fucking asshole.

Jungkook sat next to him and smiled.

"Never buddy, I'm here always" he said

Liar  I mouthed at Jungkook

Shut it Raina Jungkook mouth back

Ooo this mother fucker is going to pay.

"Yay!! Mommy!! Daddy is staying" Ji-Ho cheered

"That's great!" I said gritting my teeth.

Ji-Ho was happy and jumping up and down on the bed. Smiling that we were all together as a family.

But little did he know that this wasn't a perfect family. It was broken... And that his father wanted nothing to do with us.

"Raina, why don't you go to the cafe while I'll be with OUR son" Jungkook said with a smile that was fake.

I just chuckled.

"Ah no, I'll stay with MY son and you go to the cafe. You friends are there waiting for you" I said with a fake smile as well.

Jungkook clentched his fist and Jaw and I saw anger in his eyes.

It was a stare off between me and Jungkook.

And the one that's going to win...is Me!