Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk

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Since Jungkook passed out the other day, we have been together. Well, not dating but spending time with each other. Started working on things for Ji-Ho's sake. It's hard but it has to be done. There are times I just want to jump his bones and have him fuck me til tomorrow. But, that would only cause feelings to develop. Which they have had.

He's been staying over every night helping me take care of Ji-Ho. Picks me up from work and even sometimes cooks us dinner. It actually feels like an actual family.

We have been cordial and joke around here and there. But, then there are days when we are both exhausted and we end up arguing. Not in front of Ji-Ho though. How he says it's all out of sexual frustration.

I think the last time we ever had sex was the day on the couch and that was like last week. We haven't done it since then. And I miss his touch and kisses. But, sometimes I hear him in the middle of the night moaning. So I know he's jerking off to some porn. It just makes me want to go in there and help him.

I have had my ways as well, I only do it with the shower head though. There was one time that Jungkook caught me and I could see his pants tightening.

Jungkook just cleared his throat and ran out of the bathroom. Which made me crack up. Mina already told me to just fuck and get it over with. I can't... It would just feel so wrong. He would think we are just going to be more than co parents.

Jungkook was out with the guys while I was home in my office. Ji-Ho was at school. So I had the whole house to myself. Until mina walked in. Since she lost the baby, her and Jin are waiting til after the wedding to try for another baby. So here we are, drinking wine on the couch.

"Did you guys fuck yet?" She asked

"No" I said looking down at my glass

"Why not??? What you guys are doing is killing each other. You're both frustrated. Once you guys fuck, you two will be okay" she said

"It's not that mina, if we did... He's going to think we are something more" I said

"Isn't that what you want though?" She asked

"I-I do, but he has fucked a girl recently. I don't want to be sloppy seconds. Who knows, he's probably still fucking girls before he comes here" I said

Mina just shook her head and put her hand onto mine.

"You don't know what happen at the club do you?" She asked

I looked up at her and shook my head no.

"Girl, you need to ask questions. Don't wait for him to come up to you and tell you. They went to the club and there was this regular girl that Jungkook used to get. Well he was drunk and they went into the back room. Started to fuck and shit until he moaned your name. She threw him out of the room and then crashed at the dorm" mina said

My eyes widened and my lips formed into the shape of an "o".

"He wants you! Jin said everywhere they go... He always says your name. Even if they are shopping he would ask the guys if you would like this. Or when they go out to a restaurant he said that's your favorite dish" Mina said

"H-he does?" I asked stunned

"Yes! Girl you should be a blonde. They go to the club all the time. Girls try to get his attention but he shakes his head and tells them he's taken. Jungkook is so smitten over your Rain. I don't know why you don't see it. He only wants you. He learned his mistake 5 years ago. And he's fixing the shit he did not too long ago so he can gain your trust. I don't know how much you want from him. He hasn't been taking care of himself because of you! He's killing himself trying to win you back. But you're pushing him away. I may not like him after what he did. But seeing him work his ass off here and with the boys is killing him. He rushes out of practice to pick Ji-Ho up and picks you up from work and takes you home. And goes back to the studio. I don't know what more you want from the poor boy. But Jungkook is eventually going to tire himself out. You're only punishing him. You don't see what he's doing. Holding on to a grudge that he's going to hurt you again. Open your eyes and heart. Stop holding onto the past rain. Ji-Ho wants a happy family. And right now it's only one side and broken. Jungkook loves you so fucking much. But your too fucking blind to see. Give him a chance girl!" Mina said

I didn't know what to say but all I did was cry. I'm hurting him that bad?

She pulled me into her chest and I cried even harder. Her arms wrapped around me not letting me go.

"Jungkook has changed so much. All the guys notice it. They are starting to feel bad for him. Even his manager. Jin told me which he shouldn't have and I shouldn't be telling you this. But, the guys are starting to dislike you cause of what your doing to Jungkook" Mina said

I shot my head up and again my mouth dropped to the floor. They are hating me?

"Jimin is disgusted by you over everything. Your killing his brother more. That's why he argues with you cause he can't stand you and Jungkook doesn't deserve you. But he won't interfere because Jungkook loves you so fucking much. That any word that comes out of Jimin's mouth... They argue over you! And Jin told me what Yoongi said. And Yoongi is 100% right" Mina said

Before I can say anything, Jungkook comes in with Ji-Ho in his hand. He smiles at me but instantly drops when he sees my red eyes and tears.

"I'll leave you two alone. I'll take Ji-ho with me so you guys can sort this shit out" she said

Mina grabbed Ji-Ho out of Jungkook's arms and left the house. Jungkook stood by the door not moving but just staring at me. I got off the couch and walked slowly towards him. His hands doesn't leave his side but just looked at me.

My hands grabbed his face and pulled his closer to mine. I crashed my lips to his and kissed him so hard. He didn't do anything until I shoved my tongue into his mouth. Jungkook instantly melted and moved his hands onto my hips.

Getting lost in the kiss as both of our tears mixed together. Holding each other for dear life like one of us would disappear.

"I love you" I said as I pulled away.

Jungkook held me closer to him and looked into my watery eyes.

"I love you too" he said

And that's all it took for him to carry me to the bedroom and closed the door behind him.

Showing me how much he loves me with a day full of love making. Pouring his love into every kiss, touch and thrust.

Maybe its not too late to say sorry.

We need each other

Crave one another

Love each other unconditionally

As long as we love each other.  I will always pick him in the end.

As long as you love me
We could be starving
We could be homeless
We could be broke

As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum
I'll be your silver
I'll be your gold
As long as you love me
As long as you love me, love me

I'll be your soldier
Fighting every second of the day for your dreams, girl
I'll be your Hova
You could be my Destiny's Child on the scene, girl
So don't stress and don't cry
Oh, we don't need no wings to fly
Just take my hand