Yeah, is it too late now to say sorry?
'Cause I'm missing more than just your body
Oh, is it too late now to say sorry?
Yeah, I know that I let you down
Is it too late to say I'm sorry now?I'm sorry, yeah
Sorry, yeah
Sorry
Yeah, I know that I let you down
Is it too late to say I'm sorry now?"Girl change that fucking song!!" Mina yelled outside my bedroom door.
I was too busy in the shower to hear here. Singing so loud that I could probably wake up all my neighbors. Like Mina says, I sound like a dying cat.
I'll take every single piece of the blame if you want me to
But you know that there is no innocent one in this game for two
I'll go, I'll go and then you go, you go out and spill the truth
Can we both say the words and forget this?Yeah, is it too late now to say sorry?
'Cause I'm missing more than just your body
Oh, is it too late now to say sorry?
Yeah, I know that I let you down
Is it too late to say I'm sorry now?
I'm not just tryna get you back on me (Oh, no, no)
'Cause I'm missing more than just your body (Your body)
Oh, is it too late now to say sorry?
Yeah, I know that I let you down
Is it too late to say I'm sorry now?I'm sorry, yeah
Sorry, oh
SorryI was about to hit the high note when the music stopped. Mina was standing outside the shower with her arms crossed.
"Hey!!" I said
"I'm tired of hearing this song Raina! This is all you listen too. Pick another fucking song! I'm starting not to be a beliber anymore. Your running that sexy man's voice with your cat cries. Go fucking talk to Jungkook! So I can stop hearing this over and over" Mina said
I turned the water off and grabbed the towel that was hanging over my shower. Wrapping it around my naked form and opening the glass door.
"I-I can't" I said
"And why not?" Mina asked crossing her arms and tapping her foot.
"It's his fault over all this not mine! He left me! Left me and Ji-Ho" I said
I started brushing my hair as I looked at her reflection in the mirror.
"But it's better to talk to him face to face and end this hatred Rain. Ji-Ho needs a father in his life. Jin called me this morning and told me what happened last night" Mina said
I furrowed my eyebrows
"What happened last night?" I asked
"Yoongi decided to get Jungkook out of the house. They went to a sex club and they got shit faced. Well Jungkook had sex but apparently he was thinking about you the whole time. That he even said your name and the hoe walked out on him in the middle of it. Well after that I guess he was so drunk that he went to the apartment that we shared with me and was knocking on the door. But Mr. Chow told him that you moved away when Mom died. This guy is a wreck!" She said
My mouth gaped over and almost hit the floor. He moaned my name? Went to my old home?
"He's going to be at the meeting with Jin. Even though Jin told him no. This might be a good time to actually sit down and talk to him" she said
"I-I'm not ready" I said
Mina rolled her eyes and took the brush out of my hand. She brushed the back of it since I couldn't reach it.
"Don't you get it! He went to see you last night. Not even Bangchan would've done that after the split. Even though you lost that baby with him. He ran away right after you told him you had a miscarriage and he never came back. It's been 15 years and Jungkook is running back to you. Just hear him out. Tell him about his son." Mina said
Why does she always have to be fucking right?
"Fine, I'll talk to him today but I'm not forgiving him!" I said
"You don't have too.. but he needs to know" she said.
After she was done with my hair, I kicked her out so I could get ready. I did my hair in a tight ponytail with a few pieces of hair fallen down, light make up and a black short blazer and black skirt. My heels with studs on the top.
I left my room making sure I grabbed my purse and notebooks and kissing Ji-Ho who was eating his cereal and watching spiderman.
"Be a good boy for auntie, okay?" I told him
"I will mommy!" He said with a mouth full of cereal.
I kissed him last time and said bye to Mina. Getting into my red Hyundai palisade and turning it on. The whole way driving to Hybe I thought about what I could tell him.
I still couldn't believe that Jungkook did that last night.
Pulling up in the parking garage and turning off the car. Taking a deep breath and letting it out to calm my nerves.
"You can do this! He needs to know!" I gave myself a pep talk.
I got out of my car and started walking into the big building that's taller than a skyscraper. My legs were wobbly, hands shaking, and my heart was beating erratically. I felt like I was going to throw up.
The elevator doors were opened as I quickly walked to get in before it closed. Again, thinking about everything that I could possibly tell Jungkook.
What is he going to say? Will he apologize? Accept our son? Run away like Bangchan? Not be there again?
Fuck Mina! You had to do this to me.
Finally getting off the 14th floor and walking down to the meeting that was going to be held. Mr. Song already had a coffee in his hand.
"Good morning!" He said cheery
"Good morning" I said
He handed me the coffee as we made it inside the double doors of the room. And there were all the guys.
Everyone was greeting me and smiling, but Jungkook had his head down sleeping.
"Ignore him, he has a rough night" Taehyung said
I just chuckled and pulled out the chair Sitting right in front of Mr. Song.
"Now, Rain---"
Jungkook shot his head up and looked at me.
"Raina!"
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