Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk

21.

You said good bye to me
Every night before I went to bed
I hated that even more than dying
It feels like this night is the end of you and me
I don’t know you, you didn’t know me
The reason we broke up was quite simple
Now I say that
You’re like hello and goodbye
At my beginning and my end
There

Everything stopped like our red light, stop
Nothing more to say It ends with my tears, dot
I’m not okay I repeat this denial
Recite, if you can recite my mind
This is my last-ditch effort and my wish
You are my endless love and my girl

Love is so painful
Goodbyes are even more painful
I can’t go on if you’re not here
Love me, love me
Come back to my arms

I always smile at you
Even the love is a tragedy for me
I always cry after it’s over
Farewell Even though it's a comedy for you
Yes nothing is everlasting
I live without you even I feel like dying
(Hope it lasts forever girl)
Over, over, love is not over
Please take me out of this endless maze

Love is so painful
Goodbyes are even more painful
I can’t go on if you’re not here
Love me, love me
Come back to my arms

Love is so painful
Goodbyes are even more painful
I can’t go on if you’re not here
Love me, love me
Come back to my arms

Love is not over, over, over
Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Jungkook Pov

Ever since I've been doing little stuff for Raina it made me feel good. Even tho,ugh she still doesn't know it's me. She's probably thinking it's her boyfriend. But if this is the only way to show my love for her with the littlest thing then I'll keep doing it.

I also surprised Ji-Ho at school for lunch. At first he wasn't happy to see me. But once I talked to him and I apologized. He forgave me. I'm going to be a better father to him. Just to gain his and Raina's trust. Even if it takes me months.

The boys have been scolding me lately cause I haven't been practicing or anything. That even Namjoon came to my house and questioned me. I had to tell him that I'm not making the same mistake again. And I'm going to be there for Raina and Ji-Ho. He liked that I started to care about them. But, he told me that I can't let army down.

Which is true.

When we took a break I would send Raina things. Her favorite flowers, candy, coffee and the Danish she always got at Starbucks. There were more surprises up my sleeve and I had to find a way to do them..

Jimin and Taehyung came to me and apologized for what they said at the hospital. I forgave them both. They are even helping me with the littlest things.

Taehyung mentioned to get her a puppy. But I told him no. Only because she was barely home to take care of it. And that little pup would suffer.

Which he totally agreed.

So here we are sitting in my family room with a couple beers. I was making a list of things she liked.

"Dude I haven't seen you so whipped for a girl in a long time" Taehyung said

"Well, ive always been in love with Raina. The other girls, I thought I was in love with them but I wasn't. Raina was the only one that had my heart. I fucked up back then and now she wants nothing to do with me. This is my only way of getting closer to her even if she doesn't know it's me" I said