Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk

9.

Jungkook Pov

"Mommy who is that?"

I watched as Raina looked at me and then back at our son.

Wow, our son... It feels too real. We made that! And she was right he is my twin.

"That's your daddy" she said

His doe eyes widened and started to water. I wish I could go over there and hold him tight. But I didn't want to freak him out.

"D-daddy? B-but you said..." He started to sob.

"I know what I said and mommy was wrong for saying that. But, your daddy is here now and he's going to be there. Right?" She said as a question towards me.

My feet walked on their own as I made it to his bed.

"That's right, I'm not going anywhere. Not now or ever" I said

Ji-Ho nodded his head and Raina wiped the tears from his chubby cheeks. He lif his two arms in air for me and I couldn't resist it.

I sat on the other side of his bed and held him close to me. He buried his face in my chest and I heard his sob.

"Don't worry little man. Daddy is here" I said getting choked up.

All you heard in the room was all of our sobs.

I had a family and I wasn't going to fuck up.

"I promise daddy won't ever leave you or mommy okay?" I asked him

He lifted his head and wiped the tears that were falling down his face

"Promise?" He asked

"I promise" I said with a smile

The whole time I was getting to know my son. He likes everything that I do. Overwatch, iron man and his favorite color is black. Yup, Raina was right... He's just like me.

Raina left for a bit to go see her sister which I couldn't believe that Mina... The famous Kpop singer from the group Twice was her sister.

How come Raina never told me?

Spending time with my son made me smile. We ate pizza, watched movies and played with his action figures. Even though it was complicated that his arm was broken. But he was able to work with it.

The boys came in and checked on me as they stood at the door with widened eyes.

"Who's this handsome little man?" Namjoon asked

"Guys, I like you to meet my son Ji-Hoi said proudly

"Son???? What!!!" Jimin said shocked.

I looked down as I see Ji-Ho sleeping on the pillow. With his broken arm over my stomach.

"Yeah, apparently Raina was going to tell me 5 years ago but I up and left her. And I just found out today that I had a son." I said

"Wow, he looks just like you" Yoongi said

I chuckled

"Yeah and likes everything that I do" I said

Taehyung and Hobi jumped up and down in excitement.

"Eekk! We have a little kookie! We get to play and cuddle with him. Omg I love kids" Taehyung said

"I got to teach him how to dance! And maybe he can start his own group" hobi said

I shook my head no in disagreement

"Oh no, he's not living the life we do. He actually wants to be a doctor. He loves pets and work as a vet" I said

"Smart kid" Namjoon said

I kissed Ji-Ho's head and face the guys again.

"How's Jin?" I asked

Their faces all dropped when I mentioned Jin.

"Not good. They had to pull him out of the room cause of what the doctor told him" Jimin said

"And what was that?" I asked in confusion

"She was pregnant and they have to do surgery on Mina. The baby is a live and well but they have to take precautions. Mina is in a coma right now. She has broken ribs and her brain is swollen" Namjoon said

I didn't know what to say. I was stunned and I couldn't form no words at this moment.

"How come you didn't tell us that Mina is Raina's sister?" Yoongi asked

"I didn't know myself. I just found out today as well. I'm getting surprises every way I turn. I didn't know Raina had a sister when we first dated . This was all news to me" I said

They all nodded their heads.

I felt movement and I looked down and see Ji-Ho's doe eyes opening up.

"Hey little man" I said smiling

"It wasn't a dream! Your really here" he said

Me and the guys laughed a little at Ji-Ho

"Yes I'm really here and it's not a dream. But I like you to meet my brothers" I said

He lifted his head and saw the 6 men in the room. I could tell her was nervous cause he got closer to me.

"These are your uncles Ji-Ho" I said

"U-uncles?" He asked looking at me with his doe eyes.

"Yup! I'll introduce you to them. The tall guy smiling at you with the dimples... That's Uncle Namjoon, the one that's it the room with Mina---

"That's my uncle Jin! He calls me little man. We do so much together" Ji-Ho interrupted me

I started chuckling

"Yup, the guy there that looks like a grumpy cat and tired is Uncle Yoongi, the guy smiling with his red hair...Uncle Hobi... That short one with his eye smile...Uncle Jimin... The tall one smiling at you is Uncle Taehyung" I said

"Whoa! I have alot of uncles" he said

While the boys were talking to Ji-Ho, Raina comes in to check on him. But Not me.

"Having fun my little baby?" She asked kissing his head

"Yup! I just met all my uncles." He said

Her eyes met mine and then she rolled her eyes.

I could read them right of the bat... They were asking me 'why?' And I could still see the anger in them.

"That's great baby!" She said gritting her teeth.

"Well we will leave you guys. Have a family moment. We just wanted to check up on you all. Let's go find Jin guys. Nice meeting you Ji-Ho" Namjoon said

They all left us alone. I could fell Raina's eyes burning into me. She doesn't want me here. Like I wasn't there for her when she needed me. I guess it really not the time to say sorry. Cause she won't forgive me.

I looked away and started playing with the string on the blanket.

Everything I said to our son... She knew it was going to get broken. She knew so much....that the promises I was saying was giving our son hopes.

But in reality, they were going to get broken.

I can never hold I promises I can't keep.

In the end, the only that was going to get hurt and that was Ji-Ho.

She never wanted me to meet him and I could see it in her eyes. And I shouldve realized that when she was hesitant at the cafe.

Raina was doing fine without me. She didn't need me.

Why did I even promise to him, when Im lying to myself.

I know you know that I made those mistakes maybe once or twice
And by once or twice, I mean maybe a couple of hundred times
So let me, oh, let me redeem, oh, redeem, oh, myself tonight
'Cause I just need one more shot at second chance