Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk

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Jungkook Pov

Back to square one once again. Thought things would be better now. That one mistake at the club ruining my chance at making things between me and Raina together again. Happy. I blew it.

Walking back into the dorm, I see the guys Infront of the TV playing a video game, Jin was in the kitchen cooking dinner before he went back home to Mina, and Yoongi sound asleep in the recliner chair. Namjoon was in the far corner reading another book.

"Hey jk, how are thi--"

Taehyung stopped talking when he saw my puffy red eyes. Namjoon put his book down and ran over to me as he saw me started to fall back. They caught me before I could but my head on the floor.

"Shit what happened?" Jimin asked

"Oh God I'm too tired for this shit" Yoongi said

"Probably Raina?" Jimin asked

"He's going to get sick over this. What do we tell Bang PD? Kookie is going to starve himself once again" Hoseok said

"Jk wake up" Taehyung said

"I'm calling Raina!" Jin said

"No! She's probably the cause of it" Namjoon said

"Well she has to know that we are going to have to take him to the hospital if he doesn't wake up. Look how much fucking weight he lost. He is weak Namjoon! He's starving himself, passing out, loosing all his muscles. I'm not going to let my brother died!!!" Jin said

Everything they were saying was mumbling. But I kept hearing Raina's name coming out of their mouths.

She is the cause of this.

When I woke up, I was laying on the couch. Everyone whispering but one pair of eyes caught my attention. Raina.

"You're awake!" She said

"R-Raina?" I said weakly

"D-daddy?" Ji-Ho cried

"Little man!" I said

He laid down on my chest and cried. I held him tight as I cried with him. This was the last thing I wanted. Him crying for me. It broke my heart. I never wanted him to shed tears for me ever again.

"I-I thought I...I lost you" he cried

"No no, my son I'll never leave you or your mother ever again" I said looking at Raina.

She met my eyes as I could see tears in her eyes. I knew my words would hit her.

"Glad your okay" Jimin said sitting me up. Ji-Ho wrapped around me not letting me go. I just buried my head into his neck and held him tight. His tears wetting my shirt.

Raina sat next to me and just rubbed my back. The first amount of affection I got from here in over half a day. Her touch made me calm down. Sent a warm feeling running through my body. My heart raced. She was the only person that made me feel this way. That could do this to my body.

"What happened?" I asked

"You fainted. How long have you not drank or eaten anything?" Jimin asked

I put my head down in shame. It's been weeks I haven't ate or drink anything. I couldn't. It was just stress... I was depressed. I had no appetite nor was I thirsty. I wasn't happy.

"Jungkook, you can tell us. We won't be mad" Raina said

I started to cry and buried my head again in Ji-Ho's neck. Not letting him go. It hurt.