Is It Too Late To Say Sorry? 21+ J.Jk

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Am I making a big mistake?

Why is my mind and heart fighting against each other?

Is this how everything is supposed to go?

He says he's sorry... But does he really mean it?

I'm having sex with him. I just don't feel that connection any more. The love was there but getting lied too, cheated, promises broken again. Is he or is it even worth it?

The only person who is involved in all this is Ji-Ho.

What would he think that his parents aren't even together?

He's going to expect us to kiss, marry and all the other shit that his friends parents are doing. Probably even going to ask where the rings are.

You see, Ji-Ho is different compared to the other kids. He's smart and very observant. He's that fucking smart. He's not the average 4 year old.

"Ms Raina?"

I was so much into my thoughts that I even forgot about my two clients in front of me.

I shook my head and smiled that was fake and looked at them both.. they are probably going to ask if 'im okay' cause I'm really not.

"O-Oh I'm sorry, just thinking about ideas for your wedding" I lied

"Oh! Okay cause you were so out of it I was going to ask if you were okay" Jennie said

See what I mean?

All this shit is messing with my career. Like why did Jungkook have to waltz back into my life.

"So, I had an idea..Jennie you said you like the whole fairy tale setting right?" I asked

"Yes! I think it's so beautiful" she said

"Well, I was thinking since you are getting married in December. Which is Christmas time... Why not a winter wonderland wedding" I said

Jennie jumped in her seat excitedly. I guess she loved that idea.

"Omg han! That would be beautiful don't you think?" Jennie asked

"I love that idea! Have icicles dropping and snow" he said

I was jolting down their ideas and about an hour later we all took a break. My phone was on silent cause I didn't want any distractions. They decided to get lunch while I needed to get myself a coffee.

My phone started to ring since I took it off silent mode. And it was Bangchan. I rolled my eyes and answered it.

"Hello" I said

Hey Raina, what are you up too?

"About to get a coffee. I'm taking a little lunch break since I was with my clients. I only have 30 mins to myself at the moment. Why what's up?" I asked

Which coffee shop? I can come join you and this could be our little meet up that I asked you about.

"The only one I go too. And okay that sounds good" I said

Great! I'm leaving my house now

I ended the call and drove to the coffee shop. The one that used to be Bangchan and I's favorite place. They serve the best coffee not even Starbucks could top them.

Once I got inside, I looked around and it didn't seem busy. So I knew my order won't take forever. Before I could look at the menu. Someone caught my eye.

Jungkook.

He was there smiling and talking to a girl.

Figures... Like I said nothing that comes out of his fucking mouth is the truth.