"I should leave if you don't need anything else" I turned to the door and he grabbed my wrist weakly. I looked back at him.
"Umm... if you don't mind please add some little wine to the glass I don't want to be dependent on your blood. Am weak physically and mentally which is not good" he said quietly
"Okay" I nodded "Got any?"
"In the cupboard" he pointed at the furniture beside the television.
I nodded walking over to it. Well it wasn't a single bottle as I thought, it was a mini wine cellar in the room.
"Collections?"
"Not mine, they belong to the late commander before Jason Han" he responded.
"So this was his room?"
"Yes it was, he shared it with his mate. Unfortunately she committed suicide right beside her mate when she couldn't bear the loss" he explained.
I poured the wine into the glass and corked it again.
"You don't have a mate do you?" I asked out of the blues.
"I have never sought to have one. I don't have that excitement" he answered avoiding my eyes.
"But why?"
"The fear of loss, I have seen many losing their mates it is painful and torturous. I don't want to lose her or the other way round"
I nodded at the explanation. It seemed losing a mate was more of losing one's soul.
"I will let you be, rest I will leave then"
I carried my snacks and reached for the door knob.
"Becky, am sorry I was a fool. Forgive me and I swear on my own life to change" he spoke guiltily. I turned to face him
"You are a good vamp Arthur but that doesn't mean am forgiving you yet. Show me you deserve forgiveness and I will be happy to have a brother" I smiled at him and he nodded. Then I stepped out of the room. I looked around and made sure the place was all clear before i made a run to my room. As soon as i entered the room i slammed the door shut a sighed in relief. That was a deadly thing to do, especially to a vampire that was perverted and showed me no mercy at all. It was how life played it's cards, be kind but kindness for you will be a fairy tale for a bed time enjoyment. Just once in a while. I lay in bed slowly staring at the beautiful chandelier above my head. This life, my life was getting more and more complicated as I lived on. And as a matter of fact I was in love with a vampire prince and I wasn't his mate. It hurt me knowing that I will be a nobody when her mate will show up. I will be left broken for good for worse. And that will simply mean she will do everything with him as I did, she will enjoy his touch, kisses and hugs. She will be beside him to tease him and me? Where will I be? In the dark, broken beyond repair.
Again if I ended up being the mate we, I won't be able to be normal again or go back to my human life if I get the chance. I will be stuck in the vampire life and that will be my story. A Gala captured by a vampire prince and ended up falling in love with the prince who was actually her mate.
I turned in bed restlessly and sat up. Why the hell was I thinking about Grey? He was messing with my mind entirely without even making an effort. Grey, you are the end of me. Before I realized it I was pushing his door open and sneaking under his sheets silently. I had no idea he had his eyes wide staring into the darkness. He smirked on seeing me.
"Sneaking into my bed? What did you forget?"
"How you look" I answered slowly "I came to confirm"
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