𝐹𝐴𝑁𝑇𝐴𝑆𝐼𝑍𝐸

𝐓𝐖𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐘-𝐅𝐎𝐔𝐑

The past few days caused me immense stress. De'shawn was around more often, Javon had so many damn questions to ask, and Zaniyah was Zaniyah.

On the bright side however, Javon was so baffled by my actions with the paparazzi the other day that he forgot to talk to me about De'shawn. For now at least.

Twitter on the other hand had been in shambles since that day. Coco hasn't said anything (surprisingly) which made me believe she's plotting something. Throwing subs at her could be entertaining but annoying because arguing with people was just never my thing. Especially on a public app where bitches tend to be fabricated and show out for likes.

The only thing that's really caught my eye on this app in the past few days was when fans suggested I should write and record a diss track .. and to be quite honest I immediately started writing. Presenting it to Javon would be the hard part because I know he has a special place in his heart for her. I don't mind that he has a child, I just don't expect him to expect me to care for it. Not to sound like an asshole or anything but seriously I just don't care about it.

I scrolled aimlessly on my phone somewhat eager waiting for Coco's response. The only thing strange she did was push her album date back to next Friday—almost as if she's putting another song on the album. If she disses me, I'll drop my diss track and we'll see whose song does better.

I was broken out of my crowding thoughts when Javon walked into the room.

"Echo stop." He said to the Echo Dot playing music. He had a towel over his shoulder and was sweating. The sight internally sent me over the edge but I kept it cute .. and classy.

"Where'd you come from?" I asked as he walked over to kiss me.

"A run." He said leaning down and connecting his lips with mine. As expected, the kiss deepened and he got on top of me.

"Get off!" I yelled after his offensive odor passed through my sensitive nostrils.

"What's wrong?" He said still pecking at my neck and cheek.

"You stink!" I yelled and pushed him back as he giggled.

He started hugging me aggressively, rubbing his sweat all over me purposely. Putrid.

A fucking child this man was, but I can't help but love him.

I protested and tried to fight him off but he started tickling me and I just stopped trying to beat the inevitable until he stopped.

"Now I stink," I said sniffing myself and scrunching my face.

"Great. Now you have to shower with me." He said with a peculiar look on his face.

It took me a second to process what he said and I stared at him awkwardly. What do I say to that?

"nah I'm just kidding." He said and I quietly exhaled in relief.

"I mean unless you wanted to." He said playing with his fingers.

"You don't have to .. unless you wanted to..." I cringed as he continued his sentence.

"I'll just go..." He said awkwardly pointing to the bathroom and walking towards it. He closed the door behind him and I just sat there frozen.

I mean I did want to but ... no I didn't.
With him, one thing would lead to another and we would've had sex in there.

I need advice. only one person to call.

I pulled my phone back out and called Zaniyah.

"Hello?" She said immediately picking up.